The portal into a higher love, a higher frequency of light is never an easy path. We have to move through many stages of awakening to get there. Starting with the acknowledgement of self betrayal, the wormhole of karma, releasing of ego, heightened emotions, feeling so much all at once and ascending into our core. Moving through caverns within the psyche as we shed old beliefs and surrender to universal guidance, no easy feat. But we did it, we do it, we get through it, we surrender and get there, to that zero point.
A huge wave of awakening began in 2012 and many hit rock bottom during 2016, lives flipped around launching us into a boiling point and into deeper cosmic truths. I can remember clearly how well we helped each other out. One day I was receiving calls from women spread out around the globe, walking them back into the light during their darkest hours and other days they were receiving calls from me with equally open arms.
What a lot of us were going through but many didn’t realize at the time, was that we were experiencing a kundalini awakening. I feel lucky to be a part of such a large network of women supporting each other, listening with open hearts and just holding space for each other and sharing words of wisdom through their personal experiences. Some of the divine masculine showed up for us women too and hopefully for each other as well.
As we left behind a life we once knew we grappled with the newness of it and what it all meant. The complete transformation we felt that moved our bodies and minds in new ways, a newness that called us home to our sacred hearts. The key words I clung to during that time was surrender, faith, detachment and gratitude. These words hold many of the keys to moving through an awakening process as quickly as possible.
As I pushed through the darkness and out into the vastness of unknown territory, I surrendered to what was moving through me and wishing to be expressed out into the world. There is not much you can do when you have been blasted out into such a great big space of allowing, other than having faith in the divine design of it all.
As I stayed detached from what was being expressed through my relationships and service offerings I often found myself in awe and sometimes amused by its force and power. The little ego always wants to jump in and dim the light that is trying to pierce through the darkness and ultimately hush cosmic expression. There is so much fear in this letting-go and allowing the grand expression of the cosmos to come through. The fear limits the accelerated motion of global change.
We have been so suppressed over the ages that it has become our second nature to quiet shakti. We are not even needed to be told to keep quiet, within the collective body our 5th chakra is constricted. It happens out of a deep rooted habit and suffocates change. I felt a movement towards its opening just recently and it will just keep on growing over the next few years, for everyone.
The fifth chakra doesn’t represent our ability to speak well and capture an audience, it represents our will power, our ability to speak truth, wisdom and birth our creations out into the world. To speak from the heart and mind, in balance, to co-create a peaceful world infused with a new sense of freedom both for ourselves and Mother Earth.
As I faithfully continued on my path through all these changes, never really knowing what was next, I realized over time that the leap of faith is always met with a gentle hand, tremendous inner growth and fearless courage. The universe really does support us when we put our faith in the higher wisdom of the cosmos. She guides us into abundance, loving support, amazing soul family and our interconnected missions to serve the greater good of humanity.
It’s the letting-go of ego and preconceived notions of how things should be that stop the flow of joy and abundance that life has to offer us, through each other. We see ourselves one way and don’t want people to see us in another way. We think we are destined for this career and judge where the cosmic heart decides our gifts and talents will be most appropriately used for the greater good. We see ourselves in a certain social circle with a certain social standing and we don’t want to let that go. We decide our love lives should follow a certain path rather than another.
We have so many ideas about how life should be and our resisting of what is trying to come through us as interconnected beings flying together in a murmuration of joint effort, that we slow down the process of evolution. We slow down the process of receiving and giving, we slow down the process of our global movement forward. Things start to move really quickly when we are in the allowing and receiving vibration. When we greet each moment with gratitude, we open ourselves up to more and more infinite possibilities. Life starts to throw all sorts of amazing opportunities at us that appear out of thin air.
This is when you can start looking back on the pages of your journals to see that yes you have been creating your life all along through your weaving of intentions into the cosmic fabric of existence but the way in which you were to receive them always looked different in your mind and the roles you would play different than you thought, that you could not simply sit back long enough to actually let them come through in their unique unfolding. The presentation of them more creative and miraculous than you could have imagined.
Only in this state of surrender, detachment, faith and gratitude can we begin to connect the dots of life’s unfolding over time with the undressing of our hearts desires complied over the years. We have our monthly vortexes and we have our life long and beyond vortexes. We are creating this world but in a way far more unfathomable than we can first imagine. The more we practice being in the flow of allowing life to unfold the way it wishes to, the faster our heart’s desires appear at the forefront of our experience and in a way that leaves us in total utter awe.
This is a life story that applies to pure intent. If your intentions are unclear and muddy with shadow, well things move rather slowly and an awakening is eminent. If intentions are pure, all experience of reality moves into an accelerated motion and things start to shuttle through you at warp speed. So it all becomes about refining our intentions. Enjoy laughing in amusement at how amazing it all is and allow yourself to bask thoroughly in the utter awe-struck state it leaves you in!
Blasting Love,
J
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