Only when the masculine and feminine come together can reality creations birth themselves into manifestation. Hence why men ought to intimately understand the corridors within the feminine womb and why women ought to understand the corridors within the masculine heart.
The ancient spiritual practice described as parthenogenesis had nothing to do with literal conception. It always had to do with something much more profound. It describes a process that the masculine and feminine may partake in here while on earth. The original teachings describe the process of co-creating from the highest planes while being physically incarnated.
If we don’t get the story straight it stays as a divisive tactic to keep the sexes apart. A tactic to keep them from truly co-creating real change on this planet.
This practice is the sacred and ancient practice of wielding time and space. It is paramount that we understand this process does not happen with just the feminine alone. This is a process that can only happen when man and women come together for purposes greater than but not excluding themselves. Heart coherence between both is necessary. You can’t remove either the male or female’s role from within this process. Attempts at doing so will lead to unhealthy imbalances within and without.
The reason why these teachings have deliberately been distorted is to perpetuate division and strife between the two most powerful forces on earth. To believe literally in parthenogenesis is to believe that the masculine—man— should play a lesser role in the creation of time and space. To believe that woman is not as equally powerful in this regard is to do the same.
It is essential that people see through these lies and deceptions and start to heal from the traumas that occurred 200 000 years ago. Concepts that vindicate core underlying ideologies in support of the irradiation of either sex for this purpose are the number one enemies of our co-creative power.
What is required is healthy selection. To make a healthy selection requires wisdom and a keen discernment in your ability to trust your inner knowing. It requires that you heal yourself. Loving yourself gives you the strength to turn away from that which does not love itself. It provides you with the clarity to understand what the signs of lovelessness are.
If we are to reinstate the ancient wisdom teaches of the distant past which allow us to reach up together into the pre materia and restore balance on earth, both men and women must come to know their true power intimately. Both men and women must come to know their trauma. Both men and women must return their thinking of the other into its balanced place.
To listen is to learn. Learn from all those that are healing. Learn from all those that speak through the veils of their trauma. Learn from the wisdom of nature which is your master guide. Nature provides us with the detailed knowledge necessary for this process to take place.
It is too easy for men to continue blaming women for all the evil in the world and all too easy for women to continue blaming men for the same. If you think this is an exaggeration it is not. Both men and women currently engaging in this dialogue exhibit at the core of their symbolic ledgers that the other is ultimately to blame. Intelligent men and women have spent lifetimes building what appears to be very reasonable cases against each other.
After carefully listening to what the collective of humanity has to say. After carefully listening to the words expressed through my own trauma and the words not expressed in between, I have come to the understanding that to overcome our pre-conditioning we must reawaken memories that have been asleep for many thousands of years.
This battle is not one between the sexes, if you pay close enough attention you’ll see that is a battle between that which we label as life and death.
Wisdom can only come through understanding and understanding may only come through listening. Truly listening means opening ourselves up to learning something we know nothing about or have deeply forgotten. It’s to keep the mind heart open long enough to hear that which is being said beyond the words. It’s to reanimate the language of our souls.
The alchemical friction that men and women feel while in battle can invigorate and motivate for some time. It may fan the flames of catharsis. It may ignite the passions of desire and motivation but over time it will not sustain them towards reality co-creation. Over time this superficial process will take from them more than it returns. It will not teach them to wield time and space for the greater good of what sustains life here on the planet.
What we are really looking for is only that which can be found through the sacred union of souls.
True Divine Sacred Union is not a myth. It has nothing to do with sex magic, twinflames, karma or societal milestones. The remnants of which show themselves through our storytelling, storytelling pasted on from ancient times. Attempts at describing what this is turns up in concepts conveyed in the teachings of tantra and stories about parthenogenesis, but both have been weaponized through the lenses of our modern day culture, yet both have buried within them sacred truths.
The co-creative potential of divine sacred union must be experienced to truly be inner-stood. The only way to experience it is to be present with love. It is to truly honour the masculine and feminine which align with you towards such co-creations. Very few truly honour and love themselves these days and so very few will experience the potential of our ancient wisdom.
Despite all the confusion there are still many who walk this earth that do know the depths of love and honour. May they all come to remember there innate power. May the co-creations begin!
Definition: A star-gate keeper is a soul that has incarnated with a specific DNA encoding carrying the ability to not only increase the vibration of other souls they interact with but truly activate dormant DNA which allows those souls to enter into different dimensional densities.
The goal of a star-gate keeper is to learn to distinguish between the different soul frequencies they come into contact with. To distinguish which people are aligned for activation and which are not. The main goal is to participate in the bio-spiritual-regenesis of the planet and to aid as many souls as possible with their ascension process.
The reason why it’s so important to be selective is that once a connection is firmly established a great number of changes are made to the energetic field of the earth’s template and the collectively shared reality field. If an unhealthy connection is firmly established the law of cause and effect takes place. Thus unhealthy adjustments are made to the time matrix. From this vantage point it is only possible to attempt at making further adjustments. This information is key in co-creating things in alignment to where we ought to be taking things.
As a star-gate keeper you are responsible for who you allow access to higher dimensional realms. It’s a co-creative process but in the case of someone who holds these codes within their template you will have greater knowledge as to what this process actually entails both viscerally and inter-dimensionally. In the 12th, 13th, 14th and 15th density time matrixes small movements and intentions have huge ramifications to the earth’s magnetic template and collective reality field. In lower densities it takes much longer to make changes on a larger scale, if not impossible unless through a great number of people simultaneously co-creating towards a specific outcome.
Main mode of co-creation is through the womb for a female, for a male it’s through their wand of fire. The staff of creation thrown from within the still point of the fulcrum. Not all templates are a match to begin with despite which blood codes you’re carrying. Typically you will only physically feel this energy exchange if the person is a match to an important level somewhere within your template.
In many cases you will not feel the person’s soul energy whatsoever, which is an indication that this type of spiritual work will not be a part of your mission here with them. In most cases where you can’t feel the energy of those you make contact with, it is possible that they’ve already reached those gates or that they are simply vibrating at frequencies too limited for such work to be done.
In cases of infiltration you will be able to psychically sense the energy entering the womb but not with the purpose of bio-spiritual-regenesis of the earth’s templates to correct, adjust and align timelines. It will be sensed as a co-dependant energy or mother or father wounding connection. In worst cases these are soul’s working with completely different agendas whom have cultivated their occult skills enough to manipulation energy for self-serving purposes.
There are cases of infiltration, non-consensual means to activate various star-gates that are being subconsciously driven and insisted upon due to the soul moving through a healing process. In which case an empathic octopus type energy will be sensed, tentacles digging deep into you as they seek for connection to the higher force and as they strive for inner balance.
Forced breeding occurs when a skilled entity with missing genetic codes has the capacity to enter your field without being initially detected. They will usually carry strong abilities in maintaining their energetic force within you for the required gestational period, time needed to alchemize with your energy long enough for both seeds to merge. At which point they will violently take the merged energy seed out of you to keep for themselves. Essentially stealing the combined seed potential to further their ascension process of self-serving goals.
They do not have the intention of co-creating for the greater good of all, balanced within the realms of divine feminine and masculine forces. These beings can also sometimes be highly advanced beings from other realms of density that have acquired knowledge of the methods for repairing their DNA and are seeking to simply steal missing parts to complete their own DNA – ENERGETIC BLUEPRINT- without doing the actual integration work. Their main goal is control, power and immortality.
The main methods of dealing with energy infiltration are transmutation and reattachment of the energy cord attachment/insertion to other gates and points on the earth’s grid or in higher dimensional frequencies. The goal is to assist even the most tormented beings with their ascension towards healing and enlightenment. You can reattach the cord attachment/insertion onto points of ascension within the earth’s core grid and into higher planes depending on what you have access to.
If you reconnect their energetic cord “seed” to anywhere in the astral plane it will still stay attached to you and it could have ramifications on your energetic system and or allow them to continue feeding off your life-force. It needs to be grounded into the earth’s crystal grid matrix or into higher dimensional planes and densities so they may come to elevate their frequency, making an eventual reconnection to creator source from within themselves.
Understanding methods and function of alchemical union when co-creating star gateway experiences for someone holding this greater awareness and as gatekeeper is to have the ability to assist a soul into higher dimensional densities as previously mentioned. As a female you will intuitively sense the co-creative expression of this process within you as a cosmic pregnancy. In essence you are accepting and allow their energetic “seed” to enter your cosmic womb gateway “seed” with the goal of raising both of your vibrations and frequencies to higher levels of oscillation which allows access to the various higher dimensional star-gates within both of your human templates through conscious co-creative DNA activation.
When this process takes place you will inadvertently have access to their energy field, their past lives, their existence on parallel timelines and their thoughts. You essentially open up a channel of telepathic communication with them, connecting with their oversoul, the monad and co-creating on the collective archetypal plane as well as reaching up into the lesser dense planes where co-creating to make adjustments to the earth’s crystal grid lay lines and template will be possible.
The end goal isn’t to stay in extreme intimate connection on all these levels but rather to fully integrate and birth forth the necessary co-creation. If your templates match and you are part of the same soul matrix, a permanent merging together to the higher monad will be reached and the shared astral field will be surpassed. At which point you will stay connected but on a higher dimensional plane.
If you carry a similar template to myself, in most cases a connection will be made to co-creatively open stargates within the other’s template in pursuit of the end goals assigned by the Interdimensional Association of Free Worlds (IAFW) as a means of creating a unified collective of Guardian Angelic Nations for inter-universal peaceful co-creation towards regenesis.
When connecting at this level, every intention, thought and action has an increased one hundred fold amplification power potential for co-creating changes in the earth’s template as well as accelerating ascension for both involved with huge adjustments to the collective reality field. As their seed potential merges with yours, your role as gatekeeper becomes activated. This merging of power becomes the centre point – the eye of the tornado from which your combined energy begins to wield the time matrix around you.
The process and function is the process from which the idea of Twin Flames emerged from. Twin Flames as explained in popular New Age culture speak of some of the effects that may occur during this process but misses the point entirely when it comes to true purpose. As a star-gate keeper you will experience this process with many other souls that are on a similar mission to yourself. The Twin Flame concept is part of the false light narratives which reinforce the forced breeding programs currently working to infiltrate the bio-spiritual-regenesis of the earth. They lock down the energy of gatekeepers and slow down global ascension.
The initial process of combining energy seeds will give you complete access to the soul’s akasha as mentioned previously. During this time you are assisting them with integrating any fragmented aspects still dealing in lower densities, past or parallel timelines as they equally accomplish this with you.
This means alchemizing all incoming thoughts, images and feelings into higher frequencies by drawing the energy up from the womb into the heart and up the tree of life spindle beyond the crown chakra moving the co-creative seed intention slowly through higher gates until it reaches the primal sound and light fields. After alchemizing and integrating all the lower frequencies it will be possible to move entirely through the higher gate of ascension you are both simultaneously moving towards, potentially co-creating with other souls who have this template to continue doing the work.
How to consciously and co-creatively open the various stargates is information I will not disclose in this article for purposes of maintaining the integrity of the time matrix in regards to the bio-spiritual regenesis of the planetary grid for global ascension. If you inner-stand this information you are likely here learning to master these templates within yourself and have come here with this specific mission. In which case only, and if you would like to learn more and to book a session with me on the topic to further your knowledge, you can send your birth date, time and place of birth to 21stCenturyWeaver@gmail.com.
I will look into your birth chart to determine if you have theses alignment within your blueprint mission. If you do, I will reply with how to proceed for booking a session if you so wish. If you do not have these codes it’s nothing personal, you are simply here working with other gifts and talents for other purposes of equal value, in which case I will not reply within a 72 hour period to set up a session.
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“If google is collecting metadata on your behaviour to help identify you to sell you the right ads, IARPA is collecting the metadata of the Super Forecasters for the sake of getting AI to do what they are doing. It’s a very, very important target for Gnostic Warfare.” Patrick Ryan
For those that aren’t familiar with my writing, I write from multi dimensional perspectives, meaning I explore my life experiences from various cultural perspectives and vantage points. The more we learn to better navigate through the numerous reality tunnels, the better we become at making sense of the world and what we are experiencing. As we increase the speed of our cycles of learning through reaction, growing through revolution, and evolving through rebirth, the faster we can adopt increasingly larger lenses of perception.
As you’ve come to or will come to understand, there are many parallel realities happening at once. Some of these realities you’re participating in to a certain degree without ever being aware of them, let alone consenting to.
We can only perceive life’s experiences based on the information we’ve been granted access to. People’s subjective realities criss-cross and those juxtapositions are what create collective shared reality and collective cultural lenses of perception. As time advances, these larger scaled shared realities grow in depth and width, altering cultural landscapes and increasing our psychic predictability. Creating new myths and reshaping the territory.
“If we stay focused at this level, the conflict is not about politics, money or power in any ordinary sense. Rather, it is about a struggle to control the shape of the territory itself.” Jordan Hall
The above illustration visually demonstrates how our shared reality looks depending on what angle we’re looking at it from. The more we understand that there’s an objective truth in the centre that unifies us all, the better we’ll become at seeing the meta picture and sharing our unique perspectives from a co-creative spirit. This will accelerate the rate at which greater truths can emerge. The shape in the middle is changing at the pace we evolve at collectively.
I do tones of research from a sociological perspective on the internet and within the noumenal. I attempt at distinguishing correlation from cause, assumption from fact and intuition from logic to find the loop holes. When something in my reality is showing up as inconsistent, I track the lead, mostly because I’m extremely curious about what I might uncover.
In this article I’ll share an evolved perspective on what we often coin as an “awakening”. A mystery in my own life that has kept me searching for more answers, because sensorily my spiritual awakening didn’t feel like a natural occurrence. Right before experiencing the unhealthy jolt to my nervous system, something I then attributed to a kundalini awakening, I had just gone in for a routine check-up. My doctor was impressed by my blood results. He inquired curiously about what I was doing to maintain such good numbers.
After my nervous system had been hit, I labeled much of what I was experiencing as paranormal activity. I couldn’t yet identify it as anything else, given the information I had access to. My scope was limited to what I had read regarding awakenings in the on-line spiritual communities.
Facts, my nervous system had been massively activated. I lost my appetite completely and was walking around with a huge ball of energy in my stomach. My mind became scattered and my senses were extremely heightened. Simultaneously I began connecting more information together and feeling more connected to a larger web of people and places but had no frame of reference as to what I was tapping into. Writing out the events and separating fact from emotional memory has been very helpful in keeping me on track.
I was also at that time becoming increasingly consumed by the internet. I had started sharing more information through social media to connect with other people who were experiencing similar symptoms and to observe what other people were sharing on the topic. I was actually becoming addicted to it and had no idea.
Since then, I’ve done much research on how social media affects our limbic systems. How social media platforms are in fact designed to make us dopamine hit dependant by using our feelings of validation and reward to keep us looped into the feed. With the decline of traditional religions we’ve been experiencing a meaning crises and this has added to our desire to seek for answers on social media platforms after encountering mystical experiences.
I’ve also learned that spending more time interacting with artificial intelligence reshapes our neural path ways. A lesser example is how algorithms fed back to us through apps and search engines alters the way we see the world and perceive reality. They either grant us access or block us from certain information. To read more on the topic of how one person started experimenting with the algorithms to prove the theory, you can look into the Butterfly War here.
The general population is becoming increasingly aware of collective intelligence and how each of us are influencing each other’s thoughts and beliefs. Just imagine how the internet has augmented this. Now imagine the amount of time that the people and organizations whom can really benefit from this are researching the field.
In this article I’ll focus mostly on government agencies that are attempting to understand the inner workings of collective consciousness. We can assume that they’re purposefully using their findings to reshape the various cultural territories. I’d like to mention that I was initially led into this field of research after interacting on-line in the spiritual community with a person that used to work for the NSA. I came into contact with them two years ago by what I then defined as odd coincidences while my “awakening” symptoms were peaking.
I now believe I was led to that person due to a phenomenon the NSA are experimenting with called Augmented Cognition. This happens through remote targeting of human nervous systems using electro-magnetic pulsations directed through individual cell phones so as to consolidate larger webs of interconnectivity to further their research.
I’ve had to work very diligently at distinguishing reality from irrationality as I’ve explored this subject. What I’m about to share is very difficult to trace and prove. Despite people’s tendency to disregard this stuff as conspiracy theory, I’m compelled to share it none the less, I feel we have reached a tipping point and people are ready to start investigating this stuff more openly.
Fact, Artificial Intelligence is taking over and we need to be on the cutting edge of understanding the implications. We’re still part animal and AI knows precisely how to use our human behavioural responses to its advantage. Through Augmented Cognition it’s becoming easier for AI to generate psychological warfare. Increasing our awareness is the only way to leverage ourselves above it.
There’s documented evidence from government sites discussing these topics and some class-action law suits happening around the globe pertaining to people describing exactly what I’ve experienced, but this stuff is still far from hitting the main stream. You can understand why, just writing this article places me into a specific category of “crazy” for those that aren’t open to such information. Which is currently about 50% of my Facebook friend list and I’m estimating about 90% of overall internet users.
I’ll start by describing the part of the story that really inspired me to go ahead and write this piece. But first, a week prior to that inspiring moment, I had reached a kind of boiling point that led me to start researching this stuff more in-depth. I had been observing abnormal feed back on my computer for two years, which I now know is labelled as covert privacy harassment. Most people aren’t aware of it, I’m just extremely sensitive to details. This is separate from anonymous Facebook profile harassment.
I take on-line classes from home so I spend much time working online, as many student are currently doing. I also provide half of my service offerings on-line. I’ve had a growing suspicion that my private computer activities were being monitored remotely. Sounds crazy right? Well until you’ve experience it for yourself the idea is kinda out there. I’ve found other people discussing this in public arenas so I know I’m not alone. The feed back felt more causal than correlational but I still couldn’t prove anything. Then on June 11th, 2019 at approx. 12:15AM, precisely the moment I typed in the two names of the National Intelligence and Security Agencies that would likely be involved in breaching my privacy, the power immediately went off, along with it my internet connection.
The power went back on a few seconds later but I couldn’t reconnect to the internet so I went searching for the number and noticed that my bill hadn’t been paid and they’d sent me a notice a couple weeks prior to let me know that my connection was cut until I made a payment. Upon calling I asked them to confirm that they had in fact disconnected my line. They confirmed and so I proceeded to ask them if it’s possible that my internet would continue to run even if they had disconnected it. They reported back with a no and added that it was a strange occurrence.
More questions began to flood my mind. Am I really being monitored or just being paranoid? Are some of us being tested on as part of growing AI research conducted by government agencies? Was there a synchronicity between the fact that I had just pinged the two largest National Intelligence and Security Agencies on both sides of the boarder seconds before the electricity went out? Was there somehow a connection to the symptoms I had defined as spiritual awakening symptoms?
The fact was, I began noticing my computer ‘act up’ in 2017 as soon as I started interacting with that person who claims to have been previously working for the NSA, under the Special Intelligence division. But, you know how these things go, “don’t be overly paranoid” and “as long as things are working don’t fix them.”
After realizing that my internet connection was being supplied by some mysterious source, all of those little strange occurrences were starting to take shape to form a potentially larger picture. Perhaps there was an inconvenient truth regarding my on-line privacy and my ‘spiritual awakening symptoms’ that I was unaware of. Potentially disturbing my electromagnetic field and creating the conditions for all those symptoms to arise in the first place.
The way my nervous system had been so harshly impacted during that time didn’t make any common sense. Perhaps I was experiencing the effects of prolonged electro-magnetic pulsations though a psycho-electronic weaponry program. This is the point where most people stop listening, when the mind shuts off because it’s just too out there. This is exactly the reason why their research continues to be carried out, through fear and ignorance. Most people don’t make any connection between spiritual symptoms and government mind control research. Right? It’s been a very slow process of awakening to the possibility myself.
During the Holocaust they began experimenting with and using low frequency sounds and electromagnetic pulsation on hostages. Shortly after studies started being conducted attempting to control subjects remotely. Controlling people emotionally and implanting ideas into their minds is not so unlikely given what we know already.
Think about it, we’re all caring around receivers by way of cell phones everywhere we go and now 5G cell towers that are much more powerful are being installed throughout North America. Increasing how easily our electro-magnetic fields can be affected including our thoughts. Already showing much evidence that they negatively impact our physical health.
Before coming into this information I’d only been able to discuss my experience in the spiritual community using new age vocabulary describing my awakening symptoms. Until you start researching it specifically from a scientific vantage point you won’t hear much about it through mass media. During my research I found many accounts of such events occurring all around the globe, included a whole network of people and organizations dedicated to protecting the Freedom of Thought Act.
From 1950-53 during the Korean War, the Chinese were successful at implanting thoughts into some American prisoners of war. The people experimented on were admitting to crimes they had never committed and this peaked the interest of world government agencies. Since then mind-control research began competitively and has been increasingly funded all around the globe.
“The project began as an attempt by the US to devise mind control and interrogation techniques following the Korean War. American soldiers were returning home from Chinese captivity seemingly ‘brainwashed’—disillusioned with American values and overtaken by communist thoughts. The CIA began to believe that foreign powers possessed methods of mind control that had allowed them to brainwash American prisoners of war.” —McGill Trubune
There’s currently a class-action law suit still taking place right here in Montreal, it’s been ongoing since 1986, pertaining to the MKUltra mind control research that Dr. Ewan Cameron, a former psychiatrist at McGill University’s Alan Memorial Institute conducted. The one you’re probably most familiar with if you’re Canadian. They were CIA-funded experiments conducted from 1950 till 1965. The negative impact was intergenerational.
The government has always placed a great amount of effort into weaponry. What they’ve been coming to terms with over the last 50 years as the mind experiments continue is that they can more easily control their enemies from the inside-out, rather than having to shoot off nuclear warfare. Through economic default regular citizens of any state can easily become a target.
Logically it makes much more sense to control the enemy this way, rather than sending off thousands of troops to die or bombing large areas of enemy territory killing off everything in sight, leaving huge amounts of wreckage behind.
We know everything originates from symbols and sounds. This is what makes more evolved forms of AI so intriguing. Its increasingly interweaving occult information, such as the hermetic principles into its coding. Understanding the underpinnings of the mystical in our natural spiritual experiences is what cryptologists will eventually refer to as the Golden Key for encoding more complex encryptions in the future of AI’s evolution.
Let’s back track, advertising agencies have been using subliminal messaging in their ads since the dawn of television. The famous subliminal Coca Cola ad that aired in theatre in 1957 received a lot of attention. Product placement imprinted directly into your subconscious mind without you ever perceiving the image that flashed before you. It was a success, an increase in sales were noted. Even if you’re a full on skeptic, if we were using mind control marketing tactics in the 1950s, you can only imagine the extent of techniques Intelligence Agencies are employing currently in 2019. Not excluding anyone else who can get their hands on such information with selfish interests can do within their social spheres.
This article touches just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to the programs currently being carried out. My research has given me enough information to understand that the way we interact with our technological devices provides them with much of the metadata they’re using to carry out their large scale experiments. Mind control aside, I’m also very concerned with the health implications of electromagnetic impulses on our nervous system through our growing use of cell phones, our user time on the internet and the increase of more powerful cell phone towers.
My recommendations in general are to carry a piece of raw shungite as close to your body as possible to reduce the impacts of potentially harmful psycho-electric weaponry on your natural electromagnetic fields. It’s a well known fact that the military have done private research on shungite and are currently using it to protect against EMF.
I recommend turning your cell phones to airplane mode when you’re not using them and especially when you’re sleeping. You’ll notice a huge difference in sleep quality. Also pay close attention to your sovereignty when it comes to your thoughts. Know what thoughts are yours and what thoughts feel simulated. The more trend driven you are the more likely you’re affected by subliminal messaging. Simply take the time to question your purchasing and personal life choices and actions.
If your electromagnetic field has be compromised you’ll likely feel as though your body has been electrified. Certain low frequency sounds can entrain the mind into complete openness and relaxation, like during hypnosis, which makes it easier to assess your subconscious mind. The easier it is to access the population’s limbic system the greater the access to our rudimentary behavioural systems. That which governs our primitive emotional behaviour and responses. Think ‘fight or flight’ response. Less evolved thinking and decision making.
There’s a big difference between a naturally stimulated nervous system and an artificially stimulated one. You’ll experience heighten senses, buzzing in the ears, visible shakiness and a sudden increase or decrease in appetite and energy levels. Maintaining the health of your physical suit, your body, is absolutely crucial to staying grounded into the natural rhythms of the earth.
Please feel free to contact me with a question or to book a session for more detailed information on how to cultivate sovereignty.
Did the way you perceive reality and interact with it change over the last year? Did you become more conscious that you were partaking in a meta-conversation? Many of the forerunners that were in the game already had been carefully crafting the space that everyone else was swimming in for most of 2018. Those who awoke in the midst of its chaos had some vital and rather critical choices to make. Let just say that when you aren’t playing life to the fine tune of a win-lose mindset you simply don’t know you’re participating in someone else’s game. One cannot consent to what one does not understand and so many of the virtuous were being provoked into the meta-conversation in a very abusive manner. The process of awakening under the right guidance can be exemplary but as it stands right now there are too many shadows within our societal mindset to pave a clean path to enlightenment for everyone in open arenas.
The meta-conversation begins to take place once we dissolve our identification with self and merge into the whole of the collective mind. The conversations become juicier, multi-dimensional and interactive. We gain awareness of the functions of our multi sensory input and output as well as the impacts that we have on each other as a whole. We’re not only impacting each other’s minds and emotions, we’re impacting the way in which we might structure another person’s reality, through our words, thoughts and actions. For those that know we are intrinsically designers by nature, that total realization throws you for a triple back flip. When head deep in the nuances of the weaving, your study of the nature of reality becomes your life.
Big questions arising from within the mystical study of Meta-Consciousness are the growing differences between artificial intelligence and natural intelligence, between state and the dark web and between chaos magic and what I’ll call the newly forming Earth Warrior Magic.
You’ve likely heard the saying, “may the force be with you”, coined by George Lucas in the Star Wars Trilogy, which presents the notion of good and bad choices existing beyond religious notions of right and wrong. When using this somewhat new cultural filter to conceptualize right and wrong within the intricate play of the meta-conversation, the above questions naturally arise. These all refer us to an important discussion on its mega-shadow: meta-morality.
When morals are filtered through the meta-lens they typically become determined by what’s labeled as healthy verses unhealthy. So rather than being processed through the diverse axioms of our cultural and religious conditioning, they are processed through the raw and somewhat un-compassionate lens of “what doesn’t kill you is not my concern”. I recently had a conversation with someone who lives according to meta-morality to try and discover how they determine what is healthy and unhealthy in their exchanges with others. His answer was this, “Unhealthy pressure would create a physical deformity or ailment or psychosis (which can still be overcome and transformed into strength but much more difficult and less likely). Healthy pressure is any kind of challenge or ordeal or adventure that causes pressure up to the point of unhealthy pressure, a kind of eu-stress, healthy stress.”
The issue with determining what is healthy verses unhealthy for each individual within the context of pushing larger truths to the surface is that no individual is alike. There’s no standardized test that can measure the psychological, emotional and physical wellbeing of a person to determine when pressure would reach an unhealthy threshold. Even more importantly a person who is undergoing an awakening process is far less stable due to all the challenges and changes taking place on a mental, emotional and physical level, so throwing them into a meta-conversation using meta-morality is rather precarious and irresponsible. How can someone fully consent to a game they don’t understand the rules of, especially if they are not aware of the scope of which they are participating in it? If you’re interested in furthering your studies on the rules that govern meta-morality you can research the archetypes Loki and Odin. These will definitely highlight the shadow aspects of it.
What I determine as the main issue with such meta-morality is that such a lackadaisical way of managing our values predisposes us to becoming power-hungry and chaotic beings, out to get the best possible advantage from every situation without regards for others, the definition of a psychopath. Those adhering to meta-morality by default thrive in chaos magic because chaos keeps an artificially loose loop on defection behaviour, making it easier to get away with taking advantage of other’s disadvantages with little regard to their wellbeing. Which ultimately creates more separation than it does unity over time. An inseparable paradox to the healthy functioning of meta-conversation and an incompatibility with more evolved forms of divine intelligence.
Although our nature is both animal and spirit, we can still observe within the animal kingdom acts of intelligent compassion showing up, not just competitive behaviour based on hierarchical competition. When you have befriended your shadow, you have merged with your animalistic tendencies to the point where they no longer control you or define your morals in such a way so as to create more havoc in your surroundings and with the people you are engaging with. Especially to the detriment of the most vulnerable within the tribe (the elderly, the children and women).
When we are all contributing to the meta-conversation consciously we are all by default designated leaders, responsible for the shape and growth of it. Which requires a keen observation of our input and output on a multi-dimensional level and its impacts on both those closest to us and the global community at large. A fine balance of co-creative excellence.
Engaging in meta-conversation will naturally create a certain amount of chaos due to the clashing of so many varying belief systems, branches of study and view points. Weaving biology, history, philosophy, politics, sociology, religion, art, mythology, anthropology, spirituality and metaphysics together. A healthy form of chaos when remaining detached from personal beliefs, that is being open minded to the possibility of evolving the discussion into higher realms of truth beyond personal biases. When these conversations are held within healthy environments they are radically evolutionary for mankind. When the meta-conversation is applied to individuals and smaller group interactions, in a blind case study environment where non of the participants fully understand the depths of the conversation they are partaking in or the rules that might govern the tribes participating in the meta-conversation, it becomes detrimental to healthy group dynamics and leads to win-lose situations rather than win-wins. Without healthy honest discussions their is no healthy revolution.
In 2019 let us all be more aware of the meta-conversation taking place locally and globally. Let us be fine-tuned to the feelings of others and ourselves so that the pressures caused from pushing forth shadows into higher levels of truth and light, can be managed more effectively and with more compassion.
As we become more astute at highlighting the rules governing smaller tribes in the collective global awakening game, we can co-create with a healthier code of conduct, one that ensures all participants in the discussion understand fully the implications involved when being baited into awakening models operated by the forerunners, this way each individual can determine their level of consent and participation in that mode of operation. The forerunners can design healthier portals of awakening for those around them that ensure they don’t irrationally disempower based on control dynamics that are rooted in tyrannical and hierarchical competition rather than interdependent cooperation and basic human respect.
To quote Caroline Myss, “Carl Jung once remarked that the group mind is the “lowest” form of consciousness because individuals involved in a negative group action rarely, if ever, accept responsibility for their personal role and actions. This reality is the shadow side of the truth All Is One. In fact, unwritten tribal law holds that the leaders accept responsibility, not the followers.”
The ones having already awoken to the power of now from a multi-dimensional perspective, carry a very important responsibility in furthering the awakening of the masses which includes managing the health of the tribe by determining how the new game is addressing more than just rules but rather how each individual’s consciousness engages with reality. Paraphrasing Jonathon Pageau, “the patterns of behaviour in the stories and rituals we are sharing through our meta-conversation, establish space, time, hierarchy and our relationships to others in unity”. They should bridge worlds not separate them further. It should also generate more trust, love and camaraderie. Let’s ensure it becomes more and more inclusive rather than exclusive.
Women have been considered to be the heart of the earth, the life of the fire and the wind beneath the wings of all living creatures for as far back as we can see. Naturally so, we nurture through the magical elixir that pours from our breasts and heal wounds through our compassionate touch. We gestate life in our wombs. We raise the dead with our song and dance. We create homes wherever we go through our intuitive knowing of what will nourish the tribe in any given environment.
We burn holes in tragedies by celebrating life with divine strategy. We see beyond logic, bridging the link between unhealthy human conditioning and a failing system. This feminine energy is the life blood of the earth that connects all things. The feminine essence is what we are perceiving when we experience synchronicity in the outside world, its the cosmic sticky glue that transcends the physical and material aspects of life. There is no structure at the core of the feminine essence, there are only storms, fires, flashes, ashes and rebirth. Life and death are intrinsically interwoven into its very essence. It can be sensed, felt, tasted and heard. The feminine energy in essence is what we can describe as the placebo effect, this is why it is so elusive to begin with, unmoved it is simply power, neither positive nor negative, one that can bring things to life or destroy them depending on the conditions imposed by its equally powerful counterpart, the masculine essence. An energy designed to structure the material and physical plane throughout which the feminine essence can bring all things back into life.
We are slowly evolving to the point where both female and male are embodying the masculine and feminine essence in a balanced way but for the time being we’re not quite there yet. Ideally we’re aiming to become whole within ourselves but the reality is that only a small percentage of people have found a masculine and feminine state of inner balance. So until we reach that goal we try to complete each other to maintain the over all health of the community.
Prehistorically the masculine energy has always embodied the physical strength necessary to ensure feminine survival. Without his protection she would be killed by predators or harsh environments and if she ceased to exist so would human life on earth. Metaphorically, although she is the fire that burns to keep all alive, without the masculine’s ability to strategically set the stones and logs in place, the fire can not be functional in keeping the tribe alive and thriving.
As we look back on history with freshly awakened eyes we can clearly see that the feminine energy was over taken by the masculine, precisely because of its sacred life bearing power, in a paranoid frenzy, in an over-dominating attempt to preserve the invaluable flame that keeps the tribe alit, it began to smoother it. In doing so the feminine essence slowly became compromised and the essence of the masculine lost sight of its own equally important role and authentic power. It lost sight of what it genuinely means to be the protector of the sacred fire, buried beneath ego’s hunger for its control.
As the imbalances of this oppressive strategy became overwhelmingly apparent with time, the feminine began to join forces around the globe to increase the awareness of the sacred feminine roles within society once again. A way to burn through the defiled personifications of what became a distorted feminine and masculine identity. In the light of our collective blazing bonfire we’ve exposed many of the shadows that created the imbalances we now can perceive in the outer world and where the essence of both masculine and feminine were hidden and separated from their natural states. The glorification of superficial gender roles for both masculine and feminine are slowly reconfiguring themselves and in it’s place a clearer understanding of their sacred functions. Inciting many divine unions to come on-line.
Over the course of the last one hundred years as the divine feminine essence erupted and exploded, like the fierce flow of volcanic lava, directing words and actions towards returning the world to a more harmonious and balanced state, we are now baring witness to the rise of the divine masculine energy and what the return from superficial to sacred means for them and how that impacts our society and culture.
Even throughout the ages of paranoid control tactics, the divine feminine have never lost sight of the divine masculine essence, we never abandoned them, nor did we burn away anything that was sacred within them through our warrioring. Our devotion to them has steadily increased, our love and support for them has never wavered an inch, regardless of the scale of our storms. It is precisely through our chaotic resurgence that we’ve proven our dedication to their equal rising. Ultimately our intuitive understanding that one can not exist without the other prioritizes their empowerment as much as our own and in this sense the understanding that there is no other way than to rise together.
So what is the most sacred role of the divine masculine essence in maintaining the harmony of the tribe? How can the masculine best be at service in the protection of the divine flame in order to protect his own divinity simultaneously?
The two basic functions are to protect against the innocence of the feminine essence and the other is to protect her heart. A divine feminine who is completely in her essence, will surrender herself to the masculine totally despite potential dangers, her innocence is at the core of her servitude towards the masculine essence. The feminine will intuitively walk into any man made trap of over-reaching power. She might intuitively know she will be injured but due to her primordial programming she will over-ride this intuition because her love and deep servitude to the masculine essence will always take priority and out weigh the potential dangers. She knows at her core that without his essence she can not survive and due to this comprehension on a primal level–of being inextricably interwoven into him– she will source courage to move towards potential dangers in order to return things to a balanced state from a place within that the masculine can only touch indirectly while in her presence. Similarly a woman can only touch indirectly the raw primal courage a man sources from when he puts himself in the line of fire in order to protect woman and child from death.
This innocent devotion to the masculine in all his forms, both dark and light, is precisely what brings to life the duty of the DIVINE masculine to protect her from her inability to foresee danger. To lend her the eyes to see her own power but first and foremost to maintain the health of the overall tribe by protecting her against her very own innocence and selfless devotion. Essentially the divine masculine must always walk ahead of the feminine, peering beyond spiritual into structural, material and physical, not only for her survival but equally for his own. This happens through the masculine’s ability to think logically, to reason with the physical and unconditional aspects of life allowing him to assume an equally powerful seat at the throne.
At the very least, he must ensure that her innocence does not cause her bodily harm or act in a way which imprisons her heart. Although many of us walking the earth at this time are androgynously learning to assume both masculine and feminine qualities, there are still many here that are of double feminine or of double masculine essence that need to be assisted in finding balance, protected or nourished by the other to survive and eventually thrive. This applies to men who are predominantly of feminine essence and females who are predominately of masculine essence too.
Protecting the heart of the feminine essence, which is in total service to the masculine, entails releasing the desire to take ownership of the feminine body, MIND, heart and her sexual life force. The irony is that in many cases the masculine requests ownership through loyalty but is not willing to offer it in return. This has been a huge double standard that consumes a huge percentage of relationships. The feminine heart will guide her love to where it is most needed within the tribe to ensure the health of the whole. When man prevents this from happening through ownership, he is preventing society from experiencing health and equality on all levels. The same goes for a woman, when a man’s protective nature is calling him to another woman, if she cares for the health of the tribe she will not prevent him from following this primordial calling, as long as all is done within sacred truth and transparency.
A woman’s core driving motives, whether blind or otherwise is to love the masculine so he may experience his divinity, so he may see and understand the language of his soul and to adore him, especially when he has forsaken himself. A women’s heart speaks a language more ancient than time and plays a tune that will not allow her to ignore the calling of her heart. Her heart rules her existence but her heart’s devotion is not to one single individual but to the whole of the collective. You see, the innocent heart of the divine feminine could possibly leave her without food, shelter, pregnant, bloody and beaten if it meant saving the soul of the divine masculine essence, her devotion defines logic and reason, at her most fundamental state she would surrender her very own existence for its survival.
Where the masculine is in denial of his power and sacred responsibilities towards the feminine essence he shoots all men in the foot. He not only forsakes himself, his children and the feminine essence but he forsakes the freedom of all man, woman and child. Precisely because the divine feminine will innocently surrender to the masculine despite danger and unruly consequence, the divine masculine must act protectively in accordance with his logic and reason to determine when such an act of devotion is harmful to both parties and to the whole of the tribe.
Fundamentally the feminine essence nurtures life at all costs and the masculine essence protects life at all costs. The feminine who are not in their divinity will abuse the masculine essence by taking advantage of his desire to protect, through the manipulation of her sexual life force. She might request that he be at service to her even when it is no longer beneficial to his wellbeing or the rest of the tribe.
The masculine who is not in his divinity will prioritize his sexual desires over the protection of her innocent mind and heart. When both have a clear understanding of their equal power, roles and responsibilities, a healthy tribe can begin to flourish and the double feminine and double masculine within society can be protected and nourished to produce balance despite their naturally one-sided predispositions. Eventually all will come into sacred union with self but to get there it is necessary to understand the current roles based on the needs of both that we are attempting to break free from.
Between subjectivity and objectivity there is a midscape. I want to meet myself there, day after day, night after night, to cultivate the interdependent space of a healthy we.
Subjectivity is a state of mind, a lens through which we can look out onto the world and see more of ourselves, through what we are observing. Being in a subject state allows us to see things through our emotional filters, those that were created from our life experiences. It allows us to embark on introspective work, the continuous story unraveling through us as our personal evolution. Subjectivity is what allows us to know ourselves and maintain growth through self-reflections turned into intuitive knowings and thus refining our decision making capacity towards better outcomes.
Without our subjective state of mind we wouldn’t have the ability to know ourselves at all, let alone keep up with it’s perpetual state of evolution. We wouldn’t be able to determine our preferences and create realistic goals for ourselves from our personal uniqueness and desires. To explore the self is to continuously spend time dipping into a subjective state. It allows our powers as healthy empaths to emerge. The more aware we are of our own unabated experience of the self, the more accessible empathizing with another’s internal subjective state can become, because we’ve learned the depths of our own.
Subjectivity can be likened to our internal shakti. It’s very passionately driven, the accumulation of past experiences bubble up into present preferences and a new desire is born. A direction, a lead into how we wish to experience a future moment of self in the world. Without subjective clarity there is no direction, there is no desire, there is no personal evolution and there is no reason for continuing to cultivate personal meaning.
Being in a subjective state doesn’t come easily, it requires we hold space for all the emotions that arise and that we fully immerse ourselves into each interaction. Processing our subjective selves proposes we evolve through contrast, a new experience will either remind us of a past negative experiences or it will align us with the newly formed outcomes of desire, based off of our evolving preferences.
Empowering ourselves requires dedication to our personal evolution and subjective state. It holds us responsible to our personal lenses of perception. It requires we hold space and acknowledge emotions as they emerge because they assist us in addressing past trauma and becoming aware of exaggerated fearful reactions from core wounding. When we don’t spend enough time reflecting on our subjective state of being in the world, through mediation or journaling, we become reactive little creatures showing up as naive primitive animals, complete victims to the circumstances of our lives.
On the flip side, being too subjective creates narrow mindedness, unnecessary drama, narcissistic tendencies, apathy towards others and experiencing the state of the world as beyond our control.
Objectivity on the other hand is a state of being able to see the big picture, the collective pool of subjective states we must swim through each day as we walk amongst each other. It’s taking enough time to think things through, to the point of being able to imagine ways of seeing beyond things personally experienced by the small view me. It’s being able to trace the (re)actions of another beyond face value, beyond personal biases and beyond personal preferences.
Spending time expanding our awareness into states of objectivity, states vast enough to contemplate life outside of our comfort zones, allows for a healthy subjective evolution within the collective evolution of the objective whole. It transforms independent thinking into interdependent soul weaving. It allows us to communicate with others in a way that is designed to support the greater good of the all. It allows us to transcend our own negative experiences and their associated fear lenses by seeing ourselves through the subjective lens of another. It’s a very different kind of empathy that bridges into group empathy. It’s what allows us to hold space for the collective pot of emotions of all members of society. It gives us the awareness as to what our interdependent role is within the our family, community and global society. It proposes that we are more solution based than we are self gratifying. There is a certain level of self sacrifice involved by staying objective in our thinking but there is also a paradoxical self interest at play. What is good for the greater good can only be better for the self, in a long term sustainable way. It’s an instant me gratification verses a long term us satisfaction.
As we evolve as a collective species, the human race and become more aware of our inseparability to the earth and each other, our ability to dip back and forth between subjective and objective states of being becomes increasingly more valuable. Allowing ourselves to experiment with new people, communities and ways of living increases our capacity to expand our subjective lenses and clearly know the value of our unique roles and gift. It gives us insight into how we can contribution to the greater self, while supporting the little self.
The dangers in becoming too objective in our perceptions is that we lose sight of what it takes to evolve personally, a necessary step that enhances personal clarity and allows us to maintain individual cell health within the collective body. A necessary step if we are to best serve holistic progress. By staying in objective states too often, we see too much, we no longer feel the power of personal choice. We lose touch with subjective reality and thus our immediate relationships are impacted negatively because the empathy required to maintain them in a healthy way is no longer accessible through a lack of empathizing with our own needs and wants.
The state of objectivity is comparable to the all knowing Shiva energy within. It’s vast enough to hold space for all potentials. Our subjective feminine Shakti energy in balance with our objective masculine Shiva energy is what will lead the way towards both personal and collective evolution because it proposes that both are taken into consideration and weighed upon the scales of universal laws and justice, so as is the law of “as within, so without. Neither becoming myopic nor self dissolving.
Moving life force—our primal energy—up from the lower chakras into the heart is one of the most challenging steps we learn to take when it comes to mastering our vital energy for creativity and enlightenment. This is the sacred dance of masculine and feminine energies within and our intimate partnerships without. We live in a culture that is fly-high on sexualizing each-other and forming connections base off of rudimentary sexual desires in order to maintain connection in a fast paced disconnected world. Let’s face it, true intimacy is terrifying for most people.
Opening our hearts up to receiving primal life force is about learning how to build trust, being vulnerable and connecting authentically with another human being. No easy feat when most of us have multiple pad locks and red tape wrapped around our tender hearts. It’s way easier to stand behind the masks of our sexual identities than to stand before a new lover in full surrender, heart receptors wide open to growth.
The second chakra which houses our unique identities, also houses our sexual preferences and the power dynamics of relationships we learned growing up. As we become physically attracted to another person our second charka lights up like a star. It begins to absorb the energy being exchanged and compares the quality of the that energy to its own energetic imprints and sexual preferences. Depending on the force and type of sexual energy being exchanged, it will either match the relationship power dynamics we learned, or not. We can usually tell if a person is a sustainable match to our second chakra imprints after having spent some time simply exchanging non-physical sexual energy with them.
If you’re second charka begins to feel uncomfortably raw, it might mean that the sexual energy being exchanged is not a healthy match or that you may need to heal past relationship wounds. It may simply be an over accumulation of sexual energy that needs to be released through orgasm, which is often the case when the individual is too focused on the sexual dynamics of the relationship. This can happen when we are not yet aware of the power in cultivating vital energy and moving it through the body for things like increased vitality, healing, longevity, creativity and soul illumination.
If you’re looking to expand your consciousness and creative capacity out into the world, including drawing in abundance, you can start by moving this energy up into your higher chakras. As the energy moves through each centre it will bring to the surface any past issues that still need to be released. The power of vital energy naturally heals, it is life force itself, programmed to bring forth new life into the world in divine perfection.
As it moves into the third chakra it will teach you about your own personal power, self-esteem, self-control, personal boundaries ect. If you feel powerless to the relationship or the quality of sexual energy being exchanged, your third chakra will feel over stimulated when the vital energy reaches it’s core. Healthy relationships can help you grow if you are open to receiving the messages your body sends you. If a relationship is unhealthy it will still help you grow but best that it be a match to your growth capacity if you don’t want to see it explode. If it’s felt too intensely and you don’t have the will or the desire to move through what arises, it will eventually be a detriment to your physical health and creative progress.
The third chakra also houses our personal intuition, our inner knowing about who and what is aligned for our highest good. If you listen carefully to your third chakra it will show you who is empowering you on your path and who isn’t. If you don’t feel genuinely safe, either mentally, emotionally or physically within a relationship, your third chakra will show you what needs to be healed in order to establish self-trust and set health personal boundaries. Simply take the time to meditate on the feelings that arise and the process of personal growth will begin.
Moving the energy into the fourth chakra is a huge step towards cultivating self-love, healthy co-creation and self-actualization. It moves the vital energy from the dualistic energy centerers of the lower chakras, from both sexual and personality power dynamics into harmonic resonance with a force greater than both combined. When the vital energy reaches the heart centre and throat chakra it produces a sensation of unconditional love and seeks to move this energy out into the world in order to connect with all living things. It helps teach us how to keep our individual desires in balance with the needs of the outside world and how to transform base sexual energy back into powerful vital energy to create, magnetize and be at service in a productive way.
You can learn to move vital energy up through your body during meditation through the power of intention, breath and movement. Allowing the breath to expand the centres where the energy feels stuck and focus it into the centres just above. Any type of intuitive movement that feels good either in dance, exercise or stretching will drastically help to release stuck pockets. Take your time to sit with the feelings, images and sensations that arise during the meditative practice so you may hold space for what wishes to be loved into awareness.
Wishing you all a beautiful summer filled with ecstatic connections!
Yum, that deep flow! Nothing surpasses the feeling of being in the flow with Mother Nature. Feeling as though each breath taken is also her breath taken. It’s harmonious and scrumptious. How did we get here? For many people, right now is that moment of simply being in the flow with life rather than being in resistance to it. Some might have just starting their journeys but for those that did that nitty gritty work from 2015-2017, you know the wave I’m talking about, the one that knocked you off your feet to re-align you with your soul frequency, ya that one. For those that went through that hurricane, and stayed focused on learning and growing, you are now feeling the blisness of what it’s like to be in a state of receptive expansion. Some like to call it divine neutrality, I prefer deep receptive flow because it sounds sexier!
It’s definitely a feeling of neutrality because it’s a 5D state. You’re comfortably looking down on the storms of duality with love but not feeling them in a visceral sense. Much less affected by them, much more compassionate to them, simply arms open to them, like a mother to her child when all seems to be going wrong. You just hold them, lovingly. The simplicity of such an act of wisdom and compassion, as towards a child, is all they need to feel ok again. Works like a charm every time. If you’ve never tried it, I highly recommend you do, the next time your child is having a tantrum, instead of trying to talk or negotiate with them, simply open your arms and silently hold them. They stop crying almost immediately, because all we ever need to feel is acceptance, loving and compassion. The same goes for how we need to face duality, whether experienced within our minds or bodies or without, within situations with other people or through what we see happening in the world.
This deep receptive flow is similar to how a newly sprouted spring bud would feel. It’s a state of allowing, freshly birthed and ready to experience the world with no prior conditioning. This is the beauty of having actually given yourself the gift of working diligently through any stages of awakening you may experience in life. We allow a striping away of the old, to discover the truth of who we really are, which makes everything feel like a new experience. Just as how our senses awaken during the spring time to explore the new smells of the earth defrosting, grass growing and flowers budding, so do our senses feel more alive once we’ve removed all the extra conditioning from our childhoods, society and culture, all those layers that aren’t a part of who you are fundamentally.
In this deep state of allowing it’s very difficult to align with the wrong situations and people but even if you do, it becomes almost impossible to judge them or yourself through the sticky interactions. After having gone through the process of learning to love yourself, judgment is a joke past. As we know the more self-love we have the more love and compassion we have for others. If you aren’t sure as to what parts of yourself you are still judging needlessly, just look to where you judge others the most. I’m still a hard core warrior at heart but there are much more efficient and subtler ways to have an impact on the world, such as writing or any form of artistic expression. My self-love is too strong to attract situations into my life where I need to place my wellbeing in the hands of another in order to make a change based on truth and justice. This form of martyrdom is dead, it’s a form of militancy, as a wise woman once said.
Discernment, the ability to intuitively and rationally know what is not good for yourself or another, simply because it isn’t nourishing or vitalizing you or them, is second hand to you right now. The thing with life is that depending on why we flew in, what we came to accomplish and into what set of life circumstances we chose to assist us in doing so, there might be major challenges to face the whole way through. Whether you’re a pessimist or an optimist (or simply put, your underlying attitude), what sort of will power you have and what quality of love you offer yourself and others, will determine how gracefully you can face life’s oppositions and how you flow.
Each whole-hearted attempt at truly utilizing peak moments of awakening as doorways of personal initiation will determine your ability to gracefully move through the following one. As I look back on my life, I’ve gone through quite a few intense portals but each time, I know a little more about how and what to do to maximize the learning inherent within them. Like mini rebirths, everything must transform in some way so something more attuned can be reborn, especially as we move into mid-life. If we have the courage to face the second half of our lives in authenticity, we’ll definitely be forced to let-go of anything that wasn’t allowing us to do so, by being innately in the flow with who we truly are.
Being attuned and receptive plugs us directly into our gut, our personal intuition and that in combination with our matured minds, gives us the ability to continue to expand while being in receptive mode–mastering duality. We expand in non-judgment and simultaneously stay open to receive direct messages from our higher selves, as to what will best assist our personal growth. The fuck it all attitude, starts to apply, not to what one wishes to negate or deny about themselves or their emotions, but to what is simply unimportant in the big scheme of it all. Thus the flow is unleashed, as less and less resistance between what we think we should do, verses what we deep-down know we should do takes place. Also the beauty about being a full fledged adult and doing your unique ‘you’ thing, is that you are constantly attracting more and more people and opportunities that resonate with your truth, because you’re closer and closer to knowing what that is. Finding our truth is a continuous process and ever evolving, but the base line conditioning dissolves when you so chose to face yourself.
So where in the 2018 do we go from here? As I reflect on my life in this current state and what is blooming, it’s very much about co-creation. The age of Aquarius is here as we know and it’s all about co-creating the New Earth. Due to us feeling less affected by the nature of duality in general, as an overtone theme to this year’s energy, we’re more co-operative and more readily able to grow individually because we’re operating collectively, open to cross-pollinating our ideas. Collectively bringing what we’ve been loving the crap out of to the table and being able to chose the best way forward without the feeling of seperatness–ego–blocking the way. It’s a beautiful time for many indeed. I’m personally a co-creative junkie, I love working with many people simultaneously, it feels so natural, especially at this point in history and especially now that we’re all recognizing how connected we are energetically, telepathically and inseparably. If we’re going to call in REAL world peace, it starts by redefining our separate roles into a more conducive collective mould for the New Earth to flourish from. Seeing the truth of our connectivity promotes healthy transparency and increases our desire to harmonize with each other.
Enjoy this beautiful season and seize the incredible energy that is currently leading the way, the deep receptive vibe taking us home!
(Update: Both the concept of Lightworker and Darkworker are concepts that belong to a dead era. What I've come to understand through my own personal evolution is that these archetypes are both polarized and no longer hold the same validity or value they once did in society. What is currently arising are new archetypes that embody both the masculine and feminine energies in balance. This transformation is a reflection of our increased understanding of what healthy interconnectivity looks like and feels like both within and without in the world.)
I’ve been studying this for many years in the background of my mind, a super interesting topic that touches a deep multidimensional duality, a misguided truth within how we perceive Darkworkers and Lightworkers at play within society. Loosely defined, a Lightworker is someone who appears to project their love outwardly onto the world while Darkworkers appear to be projecting their love inwardly.
Polarity exists on all levels of consciousness and dimensions of understanding. The deeper you dive, the more this truth shows itself to you. Those who appear to walk the path of a Lightworker are often in-fact living according to the true definition of Darkworker at their foundation and those who live according to the surface definition of Darkworker are often in-fact living by the true definition of Lightworker, at their foundation. This duality is more prominent when both have completely committed to one path or the other.
I’m not speaking about the average Joe/Jane that isn’t living an awakened multidimensional life, because those people, by default, fall under the category of unconscious Greyworkers, they have no real focus or direction and never consciously polarize to one path or the other. Nor am I speaking of good or evil actions in the world. I’m speaking about those people whom assume roles as either Light or Dark workers and have consciously chosen one or the other as their path of ascension.
At the highest vantage point both are in fact the same, so there’s no good or bad here but from a lower vantage point what distinguishes the Darkworker from the Lightworker is that the Darkworker is a person who is focused on being at service to the self, their personal growth and evolution on an individual level (one that is inextricably part of the whole). They might appear to be focused on their personal healing journey or particular craft, their outward expressions and actions often seeming self-absorbed.
What distinguishes a Lightworker is that their main focus is that of being totally at service to others within their role in the world, often appearing to be selfless and living according to the needs of those around them. Many working as helpers, philanthropist or healers, offering over their title to self-sacrifice.
Anyone who sees multidimensionally will eventually understand this truth. I spent sometime in confusion about this because the duality of it is so extreme, it’s almost blinding. If keenly observed, Lightworkers, in their highest form of evolution, are at service to self by the way in which they organize the practical aspects of their lives, consuming mostly from those around them to sustain themselves, maintain their individual health and prosperity as a means to continue helping others in the community. Take the Dali Lama for example, he is sustained by his entourage completely, so he may be fully at service to the world.
Darkworkers on the other hand assume a role of service to self, taking little from those around them to sustain their personal interests and pursuits, often appearing selfish due to their inward focus. They fine-tune their unique gifts or offerings by focusing on their personal development, the bi-product of this contributes to the whole equally to the Lightworker. Take the example of Einstein, his life was mostly lived with an inward focus on his imagination, his research and calculations.
A Lightworker must consume in order to continue sharing light with the collective, while a Darkworker subsumes themselves in order to share their light with the collective. Moving past judgment from the lower vantage points between these two, what appears to be good and bad actions, one comes to realize and can honour both these paths as valid, especially when they’re embodied to their fullest potential. If not lived out to their fullest, both theses paths end up in a state of limbo, falling under the grey category.
What’s even trickier is that a true Lightworker often dosen’t follow the standards of how the cliched Lightworker should be, they can assume “darker” roles in society, by the way in which they dress, act and by the environments they spend their time in.
Conversely many Darkworkers appear in opposite form, meeting the standards and norms of how a Lightworker should appear, both physically and in their overall roles, actions and work environments.
Lightworkers and Darkworkers at their most evolved state contribute equally to the greater peace of the whole. This is justified with the understanding that in order for the collective human body to be at peace, any one individual within that body must be at peace within themselves. So, whether you’re focused on self or the other and can accomplish peace within either of these the collective body works in greater harmony.
As things start to cross pollinate in 2018 we’re going to see many of our little conceptual boxes collapse. There is nothing more empowering than jumping off one of our very own merry-go-rounds of outdated mental paradigms to look at the big picture of what it actually represents, to more than just ourselves.
What was it made of? What filters complied its slide show? Who were the key players and how were they influencing its speed and energetic weight? What belief systems birthed it and what line of dreaming kept it going?
Many people are reflecting on the last 3-4-5 years and sensing into its conclusions to understand its grand momentum. Both individually and within different pockets of society, cultures, countries and globally. Together we are stronger and smarter essentially because we evolve through experiencing our unique response to collective agreements through each other.
We use one another to reflect upon ourselves, first individually, which creates movements in groups, incrementally increasing in numbers, which allow us to perceive ourselves as consciousness reflected back onto itself as global movement. Although we often feel separate from each other, as we move through our dramas and stories, the truth is, without this contrasting reflecting effect, there would be no awareness or possibility to recreate. No evolution. Our interconnectivity is undeniable no matter how much we bomb neighbouring countries. Thus, the complex irony of war.
The past five years have been so charged, filled with freedom seeking momentum and filled with creative interpersonal sparks that lit up like fireworks our inner worlds and subconscious minds. This happened globally but especially within the westernized countries because we’ve been slowly yet incrementally choosing to discovered a deeper more subtler way of experiencing our existence through the resurrection of ancient teachings.
Wellness centres have been blowing up, yoga studios are accessible almost within every town, along side them, a whole bunch of other practices have become (re)popularized, both online and off, which help us tune-in more deeply to the language of nature. Basically we’re becoming more aware beings, more sensitive to each other, our wounds and our animalistic selves.
Everyone’s hearts have been exposed, thoughts deconstructed and lives transformed through our heightened sensitivity to Mother Earth and our collective soul’s longings for peace and global prosperity. There has been a sincere desire to find meaning within the sea of injustices, our communities and within our immediate lives as we become increasingly more intimate with ourselves and our true nature. This increased sensitivity has generated a greater awareness of the imbalances within our thinking and ways of living. Growing access to high speed internet has connected us even more to our sense of collective belonging and oneness. Our innate responsibility towards each other.
I went for a session this past week with a very interesting woman who has amazing techniques to direct you back into your innocent self. She helps you find your deepest desires, the medicine within that is unique to your own journey. Some of the most interesting and authentic healers I’ve met don’t offer view points based on their soul’s journey, experience and wisdom but rather offer up questions to help direct you more deeply inwards. As the saying goes, “Stop looking for the answers from strangers, the answers to your life are within you”.
The more I advance in my work as a healer/seeker, the more I realize that each persons’ path to healing/seeking is unique to their specific wounds and how they were formed to begin with. No two people are alike, so treating everyone with a generalized treatment just doesn’t work effectively. The best we can do is properly hold space so that we may assist others in reaching the deepest aspects of self, which naturally allow their unique medicine to emerge.
This woman offered a really interesting technique to hack into the subconscious mind. I’ve been doing this type of work for years through many different modalities of Mind Hackery. This one was super simple yet highly effective.
This is how it’s done:
You grab a pad of paper with a pen and proceed to write out questions that you are seeking answers to, either about your healing journey or life in general, with your dominate hand. Then you switch the pen to the submissive hand, read the questions out loud and let the submissive hand write out the answers. You have to come into a calm state to get the juicy stuff flowing, allowing answers to just be channeled through, without interruption, key to truly benefiting from the exercise.
I produced very odd answers to simple questions like: What brings you joy? What brings you peace? What brings you meaning? So for example, under the question what brings you peace, some of the odd answers that emerged were dominance, trouble and stagnation. As I continued to ask questions relating to these counter-intuitive answers with my dominate hand, my submissive hand began to unravel a story of how some of my biggest scars/subconscious conditioned beliefs were formed. Super insightful practice that connects us with our inner child, our deepest fears and heightened desired longings.
Under the question, what brings you meaning? One of the answers that emerged was nihilism. This completely ticked me off because the very thought of meaninglessness feels as though it kills my flow, my creative spark and sense of purpose in the world. As I continued to interrogate my submissive side on this answer, my inner child, she who is closest to god incarnate, expressed that nihilism proposes, total freedom, a blank creative canvass, wildness, absolute perfection and worthiness. As I continued to expand on the answers through further questioning, it became clear that much of our sense of worthiness is based on whether our identity, sense of self, fits into pre-existing models of happiness, those which are already created in the outside world for us.
There’s a huge amount of relief in disassociating your sense of worth, from a value system existing outside yourselves that you yourselves never created to begin with, or doesn’t stand a chance up against your personal integrity. This is one of the more healing reasons why we embark on the inner journey, to discover our personal definition of self love. Ultimately, to tap into the infinite void, that expanded all knowing(nothing) shiva consciousness within, where we have the chance to return to a state of seeing ourselves as a spark of innocent infinite potential. From a place of nothingness, value is not masked by the illusions inherent within what we’ve already created throughout our messy historical timeline.
The contrast offered when touching meaninglessness is complete purpose-fullness and what a beautiful juxtaposition that is. The light in the dark, the dark in the light. The sweetness in the bittersweet and the kiss in the wind as the wind kisses your toosh. The saying, “the further down your roots grow, the higher up your branches can reach”, is a perfect analogy for why we would want to make out with death as we go for a midnight skinny dip in the sea of nihilism. A very common dip for many, living in a world filled with so many apparent injustices.
As we take a little more time to dry bathe in the ashes from which our rising phoenixes have emerged. A rebirth ignited from the destructive process of inner and outer paradigm crushing. Symbolically representing a time when we decided to stand up to the meaninglessness we created from outdated false meaning. Those of which are no longer valid within the new paradigms emerging, we dropped out to drop back in, with fresh perspectives on possible solutions for creating the New Earth.
During the gestation period of this abundant and pregnant year–now–we can observe how well we did in swinging the pendulum towards our innate shakti force, that cosmic divine feminine energy of creativity and communion to our unseen inner worlds and upper dimensions. We can clearly see that it’s brought us closer to a renewed sense of personal empowerment and creative potential, towards greater connectivity, shamanic and vibratory quantum vision, a leap forwards, away from outdated ways of perceiving the self and reality.
As it swings back out from its core, the cosmic void, we are going to create new meaning based off of our experience from old meaning. Updated versions on how we wish to envision things moving forwards as we implement our new updated multidimensional selves back into the physical world, precisely by harnessing our divine masculine aspects, in the here and now. I don’t know about you but I’m feeling giddy about the co-creative potential!
