A mental matrix can be understood as a collective thought creation. I call them learning matrixes. We grow and learn through acquiring knowledge and we grow and learn even more through acquiring experience. Just as Adam and Eve ate the apple of knowledge and descended into the depths of their own humanity, the world of duality, so do we descend into our humanity each time we chose to engage into specific concepts and ways in which to see the world. We do this as a way of building a stronger bridge between our physical experience and our multidimensional experience here.
We are existing on many different planes all at once, this is why we are called multi dimensional beings. On one level we are playing out belief systems and conditioning from our childhood and on another level we are creating from higher planes of existence and understanding. We can observe within ourselves many different feelings and thoughts related to outside stimuli that are often very contrasting. We might receive a call for a new project and feel many things simultaneously. We might feel fearful, excited or happy and sad, together, all mixed up into a serious case of the feels. We can see the reasons for feeling all these different emotions and we can see that they root into different mental matrixes of our own adopted belief systems and conditioned minds.
On one dimension of our being we might be calling out for family time and on another dimension we might be feeling over whelmed by family members. On one dimension of our being we might be desiring a lover to create a life with and on another level we might not want to give up our freedom and alone time. We are made up of more than just one belief and desire. Within this we have expansion but we also have contraction: choices. We should always chose where our hearts are calling us to because the brain’s heart is way more intelligent that the mind’s brain. Even if it ends up bringing us into places we did not foresee, the heart is what drives creation, pre-mental matrixes. The heart knows where it needs to go before the mind ever will because the heart knows all hearts and knows how to heal.
All concepts are false in a sense because life is unknowable and constantly in flux and changing. We’re simply here exploring, witnessing and attempting to grasp a miracle so great through such small fleeting moments and then boom they’re gone and something new has appeared. This constant flux can really be observed when we’re allowing ourselves to be like water, surrendering to the moment and allowing life to flow through us without trying to categorize it or judge it. The key to becoming wise and adept in the flux is to find the raw, authentic centre point within that is the anchor for all else to whirl around.
We deep dive into books, movies, lectures and other people’s ways of seeing the world in an attempt to see our unconditioned selves more clearly, to understand our divinity, the mystery of our existence, to feel like we have something safe and solid to grasp onto that can propel us forward. It’s easy to get pigeonholed into one mental matrix. To take it on as the end all be all of our existence. We sometimes allow them to obscure our judgment because we want to know the truth, we want to know what is real and what will last and endure and what will fade quickly.
Ultimately we seek because we want to know what will fuel us with passion, creativity, joy and wonder. We want to know how we can love ourselves and others more. We want to build mental matrixes within that bring to life our creative endeavours to share with the world. We want to participate in thought creations that are simultaneously revealing, elevating our spirit and that of every single person we cross paths with. If we only build mental matrixes to sustain ourselves we disconnect from the outer world internally and see people only as a reflection of the inner enemy. When we are building mental matrixes that nourish both ourselves and those around us we tend to be more connected to the people and places we come into contact with in a sustainable way because we don’t make them responsible for our health, happiness, joy and success.
What are the collective thought forms that you wish to participate in? What are the mental matrixes that you wish to create in the world? First inside yourself and secondly outside of yourself? If we build mental matrixes that support the needs of the self too much then we will ultimately lose ourselves once there is a breakdown within an exchange of ideas. We see this come to life the most in our personal relationships. Group mental matrixes are entangled belief systems, whether you are looking at them through religious, spiritual, family, friendships, work or love relationships. Each learning matrix of entangled beliefs that people participate in are meant to engage, heal and bridge the higher and lower dimensions of self. And each matrix has unwritten rules that are agreed upon based on the principles of the learning curve of all participants.
Creating a matrix is like creating a seed. It plants itself into your surroundings, it becomes mirrored back at you from the people and places that surround you because it embeds itself into the very fabric of your reality and all other people it is a match to. It grows and flourishes within the connected consciousness of everyone involved. If watered daily it flowers into an end result, a peek moment, an epiphany, a gift, a miracle of personal growth, cooperation and understanding. When you consider that everything we have created on this planet began with a thought you come to realize just how important thoughts are, especially those driven by the heart. You come to realize that each thought is a seed that is planted into the garden of our global lives. You also realize that you are growing a garden with 7.5 billion other people and that we each have the choice as to what we wish to plant and in what section of the garden, we realize we can be selective about which seeds we wish to water and that the garden needs to be de-weeded regularly for the right plants to flourish.
Learning to spiral is about inspiring playful evolution, to plant seeds that help yourself and everyone else around you grow simultaneously while staying centred and living authentically. By being an active participant in life, by staying courageous and strong we learn to truly own our seeds and insist that others own theirs too so that all many evolve towards long term sustainability.
Blasting love!
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