Tragedy hits, if we’re in a position to manage the storm, we heal in a way that leaves us healthier than before. If tragedy strikes and we’re not able to simply sit with our pain, in ways that allow us to be reborn again, we continuously call into our lives events which pull us back into the original wound. The subconscious mind does this to recreated the original vibrational theme, the one we were never able to obtain our gifts from. When the revisitations happen we have another chance to rewrite the code.
Memories are stored within our cells, the light matrix of our tissue and produce a biophotonic symphony which is called our light body vibration. Through this thin layer of energy our higher dimensional selves plug directly in and exchange key information from soul to mind. This is the place from where we manifest light into form. When heavy vibrations are not alchemized over long periods of time into higher frequencies they begin to physically affect the area of the body they’re located in. It’s a way to bring our attention back towards the original wounding so that we may have a chance to respond differently and re-write the code and re-hardwire our mind-body-soul connection.
Life promotes life and life promotes death, what we are learning is that we get to chose how we wish to use this life force which pulses through us–the growing understanding of the placebo effect– especially pertinent when big life events hit. The bigger the emotional impact the more life force produced from the collision. What we wish to do with that life force will either work against us or for us, it’s up to us, we get to chose the direction in which it flows.
I was a witness to a friend who experienced a massive tragedy in his earlier years. The impact of that tragedy on his being was so great it sparked a life force within him so brilliant, his core power turned a hundred fold, activating his mind, body and spirit to lite up like a supernova. So radical was the awakening that he had to make a choice on how to direct the force abruptly pulsing through him because simply carrying on without a super charged outlet would not suffice and trying to contain it would cause a slow internal combustion. This is why people whom have suffered the most horrific things can often develop ‘super power gifts’.
Would he turn that power into a wound that would devour or would he create a universe that would shine bright like a star, mid summer’s night? He found the strength and wisdom to turn it into solar power, fueling his pain into higher gamma rays of creativity, leading to his eventual success as a globally recognized artists. He’s been spreading inspiration everywhere he goes, assisting others in alchemizing their pain too through his creative expressions, a shinning example of a hero’s journey well crafted.
So what differentiates his story from others who have suffered similar tragedies but could not claim their gifts and unleash them out into the world through the initiation of tragedy? What were the conditions in his life that assisted him in turning his pain into power and healing the original wound? I’m not too sure about his particular unraveling but I plan on interviewing him. How did he alchemizing these vibrations within so that a repetitive pattern of tragedy need not continuously resurface?
Many variables dictate this unfolding and each soul incarnating on earth given a very different set of circumstances to work with along their journey. All of them strategically set up by our unique soul spark to meet the initiations of specific soul lessons before entering this holographic matrix.
When trying to crack our own soul code mission the questions becomes why did my soul chose this specific set of circumstances, what are the lessons to be harnessed from them? What is the most exalted state of my core wounding? –My gifts to master in this life time. Often tragedy throws us into an existential loop because our response to the incomprehensible is to flee and escape. We may use drugs, suffer any number of addictions and develop obsessive behaviours as our way negotiating the pain but ultimately they are ways to block ourselves from dealing with the original wound. The only remedy for this is to move more deeply into the senses and away from our counter intuitive reflex to move into the mind when tragedy strikes (again). To embody fully the moment rather than disassociate from it. To trick tragedy into triumph by moving away from the realms of escapism and into the realms of physicality.
Cracking the Code of tragedy requires rewriting the original coping strategy. When a reverberation of the original tragedy occurs and we are again faced with similar thoughts and feelings, often occurring during the same time of year when the initial tragedy happened, we first must recognize these as deeper layers of soul initiation which birth our unique mastery and individuation. It’s precisely at these moments that we can begin to rewrite the story of our lives because we all have a chance to start over again. Like fresh babes we can activate certain gene keys through our responses to our environments. Neuroplasticity is very real, our brains are soft and malleable, our stories tangible and re-writable.
Don’t distract yourself from what is being presented. Sit with the pain surfacing from the fresh tragedy and treat it as residual pain from the original wounding. Sink into it as deeply as possible, give yourself the time and space to alchemize it in ways that you were not able to do when the original tragedy knocked you off your feet.
See it as a gift of personal will power, the freedom to chose again, in this moment, how will you respond differently? Use the gifts , maturity and wisdom you have acquired since the original wounding to transmute the pain differently, an offering from you to your soul. The more you try to escape it the more it will slowly devour you. Embrace it, get dirty and roll around in the earthly mud of it. Don’t lose your senses to it, sink as deeply as you can into the stark reality of it. How it is making each part of your body feel? Breath deeply into those parts, the ones that are tense and raw, just being present with these sensations alters the cellular memory imbedded within those cells.
The pain which has been a constant source of adrenal fuel since tragedy first hit is not sustainable and holds too much of a dualist vibration to truly produce soul expansion on the level of self-mastery. The pain must be alchemized once and for all, totally and completely to begin to take three steps forward and only one step back. Sourcing from a place of united will, our only salvation to move out of survival and into a healthy thrival mindset.
To harness the power behind the illusion we must first face deeply the experience of life’s tragedies as they are occurring. Meet the sharp physical sensations of them, the nuts and bolts of their material expressions. The tried and true pragmatism of them, the non-negotiable conditions laid out as consequences of them. Embracing lovingly the flesh, blood and tears they offer to pop out on the other side with super powers harnessed, code re-writen.
Breath the cold northern winds in deeply, sit atop blazing fires and through this cycle you can not deceive yourself or forsaken your gifts. In this state of realism, there is no side stepping stark axioms, the way to wisdom embodied, tragedy turned triumph, pain into power.
Blasting Love!
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