No Rules to Healing – Storytelling For Our Times

Mythos in Motion

Over the last few years I’ve observed many players in different arenas speaking on the creation of a new mythos. Has the drive to create the new mythos become a multipolar trap?

What is Mythos and why is it important to conceive of a new one? Have we always talked about it with the same frequency throughout history? Is it meant to improve the way we interact with each other? Is it meant to improve the way we interact with the natural environment? Is it the way we shape the future? Does it change our perception of the past? These are a few questions we can ask ourselves when contemplating it’s purpose, but I’m sure you will come up with many more important questions.

Let’s break it down…

The word Mythos itself was “borrowed from Greek mŷthos “utterance, speech, discourse, tale, narrative, fiction, legend,” of obscure origin.”

Myth vs Mythos

“As nouns the difference between myth and mythos is that myth is a traditional story which embodies a belief regarding some fact or phenomenon of experience, and in which often the forces of nature and of the soul are personified; a sacred narrative regarding a god, a hero, the origin of the world or of a people, etc while mythos is a story or set of stories relevant to or having a significant truth or meaning for a particular culture, religion, society, or other group.” web source

As humans began to increase their awareness of self. Asking the question “Who am I?”, led them to studying their ancestors to understand their cultural norms and traditions. In other words, how and why they experienced themselves and life as they did. Before the 30th century BCE all knowledge was passed down orally. After this time, more evolved written texts started to emerge as the medium of transmission for our mythos.

We have to acknowledge this transition to understand when and how our experience of the mythos began to evolve. We did not create a separate word to differentiate between, Mythos as spoken word and Mythos as written word. Why not? From a multi-dimensional perspective we can understand the ramifications on our cultural evolution. Just a small example of such would be that our mythos went from adaptable to fixed in an important way.

As stories were shared during the time of only oral transmission it was quite easy to change a few words in the tale at any given time to completely change its meanings. Even if its basic tenets stayed the same, slight alterations to tonality and descriptive words for example would alter the information encoded. The feeling information received, thus the interpretation.

Whereas with written transmission, what was engraved in stone became immovable. The words written therein would never change over time despite the change of territory, climate of the times and involvement of unforeseen events. I propose what stayed adaptable through written transmission of the mythos can be identified as our agreed or disagreed upon interpretations of those texts.

Our own personal subjective interpretations of the mythos depends on many factors. Including experience, education, our specific neurobiology; the way we process information and what our cultural and societal lenses are, to name just a few. With written transmission though, we are all reading very specific words to come to our unique interpretations of them from a source that is fixed. We then integrate that interpretation and continue to develop our relationship to process.

The influence of our subjective interpretations on oral transmission in 30th century BCE existed equally to our subjective interpretations on written transmission of various information in the 21st Century. Our subjective experience, that which is always changing and adapting can not be separated from anything we perceive really.

I suggest another big influence on how a story might be interpreted comes from the state of being of the person performing the oral transmission or the written transmission of any given mythos during any given time. Here we are sliding into unknown territory again. How can we measure the state of one person to the state of another. There are too many variables to take into consideration but perhaps we can all agree that another’s state of being can only be experienced through a felt sense.

We should make a distinction between whether someone’s neurobiology supports oral or written transmissions to a greater degree as well. Do you understand a teaching more when it’s share orally or when you read it from a book? Or do you truly only learn experientially, while in process with practice?

Mythos and Innate Knowing

It has been proposed that a difference in biology (DNA) would make a person more or less predisposed to extracting the underlying wisdom and knowledge being shared through their particular ancestral myths. How do we know this to be true or false? One thing that comes to mind, although not widely accepted yet, but a few scientific studies have proven, trauma has been shown to be passed down through cellular memory up to three generations. This can imply that many other things are also past down that affect the way in which we perceive and process information.

If this is the case, which I believe it is, as DNA mixes over time our ability to extract underlying meaning through the various cultural myths from our mixed ancestral lineages would be affected. It proses that we’d be able to extract a greater amount of encoded information from a wider variety of cultural myths allowing us to create a natural synthesis of many to produce a more expanded expression of wisdom and knowledge.

If a person of xy DNA can not extract underlying knowledge and wisdom from mythos produced by xz DNA ancestors, is it still possible to adopt their belief systems to produce similar results of being in process with what that mythos offers? Would they then produce similar relationships to them despite differences in cellular memory?

Renewing Mythos through Process rather than through Belief System

What if our relationship to any given practice played a greater role than the mythos itself? Perhaps our relationship to process is what allows us to deepen our relationship with the unseen forces at play in the universe. The natural surrounding world, including our bodies, our emotions, our minds and those of the people we are in contact with. At the end of the day are we chasing a state of being that allows us to stay open to people, experiences, life, learning and the universe at large? To become complex enough to act in such a way that increases the wellbeing of the whole as it uplifts the wellbeing of the individual?

If we don’t have a relationship to process we only have a relationship to ideas and beliefs. A relationship to process on the other hand creates an unseen force between what is seen and unseen, to what is material but also to what is in motion. To the numinous, the archetypes, and the journey.

Mythos Under Fire

From modern day eugenists to behavioural scientists we have seen a renewed trend towards changing the landscape within in order to change perception without. Through eliminating or altering certain gene pools whether directly at the cellular level or by altering cognition from an external mechanism, they strive to favour certain behaviours and alter subjective interpretations of information in natural and artificial environments. Thus attempting to change the type of relationship and responses to various mythos within specific cultures and geographical locations. Which in turn would prevent various interpretations of selectiive mythos from expanding and evolving in their own right.

The collective mythos of our times not only requires us to stay in relationship with process itself but to understand the relationship to process others have and why some have relationships to process that lead them to create beliefs that propose one singular mythos is the way to create a brighter future.

Fractionation (Deep Code) – How to Steer Clear of False Lovers – Part II

I wrote an article around this time two years ago to share some experience about false lovers. I was just beginning to understand on a surface level what fractionation was all about. I’m returning two years later to share an even deeper understanding of what techniques are used to fractionate women. The goal of this article is to increase awareness and prevent enslavement. More importantly the mental and emotional health of the women on the receiving end of this technique are severely at risk. If you believe yourself to be a victim to such types of mind-control techniques go seek help from a seasoned hypnotherapist.

Although both genders can use the techniques, websites dedicated to enabling women with such information is rare. Women biologically dominate the mating rituals. Most of what men are innocently attempting to learn is how to manipulate women in a way that comes naturally to women. Women are biologically hardwired to subconsciously employ techniques that will ensure they can capture a man’s attention away from other females long enough to mate with them and be protected by them as they rear-children into the world.

A man using these techniques without a sincere interest in having a committed relationship is equivalent to a toxic female using her sexual prowess on men for her personal gain with a complete disregard for that person’s wellbeing. In the realms of “magic” aka mentalism, these techniques are considered black magic. Strategic manipulation from lower ego motivations to gain control over another person’s mind and sexual life force.

Before diving into the deep code of Fractionation, here are some reasons men would want to practice mind-control on women:

They have an inability to naturally attract women.
They desire having many women at their disposal for their emotional and sexual fulfillment.
They’re emotionally unavailable and or uninterested in a real relationship but still want to have women attracted to them.
They have deep seated self-worth issues.
They have control issues, such as narcissistic or sociopathic tendencies from unresolved childhood trauma.
They’re jaded from dealing with toxic women and no longer wish to be controlled by them.
They’ve given up on the idea of love beyond chemistry.

The darkest end goal of Fractionation is to enslave a woman emotionally, which often means mentally and physically. The methods used are intermediary to advanced mind-control techniques. A mix of hypnosis and covert female psychological techniques that include Neurolinguistic Programming (NLP).

Have you ever been unable to get a man off your mind? Typical infatuation right? We’ve all been there. Now imagine if specific techniques were used to ensure that a person was always on your mind in an unnatural way, for an unnatural amount of time.

These techniques are also meant to create such an addiction to that person that their field of attention narrows to the exclusion of family, friends and work. Women who have suffered from such mental and emotional abuse often develop post-traumatic stress symptoms. It can take them years of learning how to trust again as they re-integrate into a natural state of being. The same goes for men who have been on the receiving end of heartless manipulative woman.

Women who have suffered from Fractionation often experience the following symptoms:

They develop an acute obsession with the person.
They are unable to think clearly and effectively manage their lives according to their desires.
They tend to isolate themselves from friends and family.
They fear sharing what they’re going through thinking it’s their fault and/or a natural occurrence that has not been staged manipulatively into their lives.
They’re nervous systems become hijacked and they become emotionally unstable often falling into psychosis and depression after the man disappears or never shows up while they’re still emotionally enslaved to them.
They experience abnormally heighten states of arousal when thinking of that person or hearing their name.
They lose their sense of identity and self-esteem over time.

If you wish to do your own research to increase your awareness you can look-up the Black Rose Sequence or the October Man Sequence. Awareness is key to maintaining your sovereignty. If you are someone who has been a victim to these techniques unknowingly, it is very difficult to deprogram yourself because you’re unaware that you’ve been enslaved and are under mind-control. The likely hood of finding the appropriate therapy to undo the harm is very unlikely without being aware of it in the first place. Unfortunately I know of some women who have been enslaved emotionally through this technique for years and even decades. They simply believe that the person is meant for them, that they are soul-mates and that one day the power of their attraction will unite them into a loving relationship.

Men who are employing this technique should be denounced as a way of protecting the women surrounding them. Some of these men are ruthless and heartless often due to childhood trauma. The person who employed this technique on me some years ago handed me a book entitled “The 7 Day Mental Diet” by Emit Fox after he employed the technique without my knowledge. Thinking back on how cold and calculated this act of dark humour was makes me sick to my stomach. Luckily I found him out and was able to find the proper assistance to undo the utter mess it created in my life. I should mention though that I still suffer from related post-traumatic stress symptoms. I found a way to empower myself by learning about hypnosis, mind-control and psychology as I healed myself and now assist other women.

The following is a very bare bones explanation of the method. The more they practice the better they get. Don’t forget, there’s a big difference between someone engaging in poor communication skills and unconsciously hurting those they engage with due to psychological pathologies verses someone who is consciously employing mind-control techniques to enslave women emotionally. Both have the same harmful impacts on the person. The difference between the two is that one is occurring unknowingly through the person while the other is done deliberately.

The General Sequence

Mirroring – Anchoring – Pacing & Leading

Once they have chosen a woman to enslave emotionally they must capture their attention. Capturing their attention requires them to share things about themselves that would allow you to feel they are special. A special skill, a talent, a reputation or something from their past that would suggest to you that they are interesting or special. This could even be their past trauma.

So for example a man could tell you that he has a strange effect on women, or his work is secretive or something intriguing that would be of interest to you specifically. A key piece of information that would make you curious about them and worthy of your attention.

“It’s a process to get a woman so absorbed by the character that you project onto her that she has an intense emotional experience with you.” —The Black Rose Method, Brad Ryker Marshall. This process helps to suspend your critical thinking which is a necessary part of the strategy before they can begin to implant commands.

Once they have caught your attention they will use a technique called pacing and leading. They can start by mirroring your body language to create trust and then begin aligning themselves with your mental model of the world. Pacing and aligning with your ideas, beliefs, experiences and behaviours usually doing so while matching the type of language you use to express them.

Once they’ve captured your attention and aligned with you so you feel you can trust them implicitly, they’ll begin to play a hot/cold communication game with you in order to entangle you further emotionally. This is done to psychologically take you in and out of emotional states on purpose to gain greater control over you. This is the beginning phase of entrainment and hypnosis. During this phase they’ll also wish for you to see them as desired by other women. So the professionals will usually keep a few women in the game at once to use the competitive factor to their advantage. This will allow them to capture your attention even more. Women are naturally hardwired to compete for men, it’s in our biology. The more a man is seen as being sought after or desired by multiple woman the more his value increases as a desirable partner. Even if the other women around him are in an unhealthy state within their relationship to him.

Implanting Commands

At this point they’ve captured your attention well enough to begin implanting commands through Neuro-Linguistic Programming. They want you to think you’re naturally becoming attracted to them and naturally coming up with the ideas they’re implanting. The best way to achieve this is through using phrases and commands that suggest ideas to you subconsciously. They might be ideas related to removing obstacles in their path, such as one of their lovers or your current partner, being sexually attracted to them, sexual fantasies about them, desiring a relationship with them or projecting future images into your subconscious mind about a potential life with them.

There are other techniques that go even deeper for those that are fluent with NLP and advanced psychology. With years of study these other stages of hypnosis become accessible to them. Below is a quote and techniques shared on a community website promoting fractionation methods.

“Some suggest that it installs in the target an unconscious compulsion which anchors every thought outside of the PUA with pain, and every thought involving the PUA to pleasure.”—The Attraction Forum.

‘The Hospital Pattern’. This pattern serves to fractionate the subject from intense feelings of pain to pleasure, and swing the subjects emotions like a pendulum. The pain is anchored to something away from the PUA, while pleasure is anchored directly to the PUA. This technique not only emotionally distorts the subjects into a state of feeling disoriented with the outside world, but also creates a feeling of safety within the PUA’s presence, building a disorienting semi-dependency.

‘The Gemini Pattern’. This pattern is designed to create two subconscious identities in the subject. One being the socially adhering, conservative identity, the other being the sexually free, socially uninhibited identity. Once these two identities are built, the desired identity is brought out of the subject, replacing the identity not desired (by the PUA) as the major source of personal direction for the subject.

‘The Rising Sun Pattern’. This pattern installs the idea of a ‘shadow’ within the subject, which harbours all of the subject’s natural (read – sexual) desires and fantasies. Once the concept of the shadow has been installed, the concept is enlarged, until the idea becomes tangible and real to the subject. The PUA will then guide the subject into stepping ‘into’ the shadow, and assuming its dominance.

Not only have I seen women in my immediate circle being affected by these techniques, the internet is now making these a pervasive online game for some. Seasoned womanizers gaming control over vloggers, seeing how far they can control their ‘avatars’ content and actions. The women being targeted are often not even aware someone has entrained with them until they’re under their control. The women become so entangled emotionally and mentally that they end up being remote puppets for these men whether or not they ever come to realize it and or break free.

The Rainbow Bridge

We returned to the people, we returned to the land, we returned to our senses. We exorcised Wetiko from our consciousness, we exorcised it out from our lives.

I speak on behalf of the people. We each speak on behalf of us. There is pain in that knowing, in the knowing that there are many parts of us that haven’t yet unified to accomplish the tasks at hand. We are connected through mind and through hearts yet divided through pain and ignorance. Here on the ground, close to the earth, adrift in the scent of pine needles and dirt, we are still so lost. Dying and starving through war, disease, disasters and famine, through greed and depression.

The pain provides us with the tools. Without sitting with it, feeling deeply into it and wallowing in the victimhood of it, without allowing it to swallow us whole, we could not dance with what it means to allow, accept, love and continue to strive forward. Before we sink into the depths of our most inner post-postmodern dramas and dilemmas, we feel helpless, hopeless, we feel alone. Beyond the fog of it, in the awakening from it, we are gifted with the vision of how point A leads to point B. Faith in the mysterious ways of this world are all we have when it comes to darkness, when we are tested by demons, dragons and people searching and searching for more, more love, in all the wrong ways.

Yet, we return as water bearers, we transmute it all to return with the light.

I would not have the planetary visions I have today had it not been for my initiations into the realms of imagination, meaning, faith, surrender, purpose and spirt. Would you? We are all becoming rainbow bridges to a new/old world. Seeing beyond the veil allows us to ground our divinity into the here and now, awaken soul back into body, back into the shared body, back into Mother Gaia.

Even for a flash, placing no value on materialism puts the spot light on the darkest realms of human destruction. If you ask a (wo)man to give up his riches, you are asking her to give up her most cherished attachments. His comfort, identity and confidence. But instead, if you ask her to use it to better something, someone, a system, a world, maybe just maybe, he will find the right tools to create life rather than take from it.

When the phoenixes rise, the ashes are collected for the slave medicine of humanity. They become the sage’s face paint of modern man and woman, they symbolize the deepest desires to move beyond the path of intellectual materialism and into embodied wisdom and global change. This is the call that our native ancestors knew as the time of the great White Buffalo. We are all rainbow bridges awakening.

It is through each of us embodying the remembrance of spirit that we can begin to walk straight upon this earth again. We intellectually gnaw at the remembrance of our responsibilities but we must first lose our grip on all that is standing in our way of that remembering to begin embodying real action. Including placing an equal importance on our responsibilities as we do on our rights.

We can get lost in the tidal wave of what needs to be changed and forget to change what we can. Without beginning with the minute actions, we lose our grip, we become overwhelmed, we become bitter and resentful of the wrongs we see in the world. Let our choices from body, to family, to home lead the way. Let us nourish the world from the hearth out. With what’s in our power, our purchasing power, our power to chose what we feed our minds and hearts with. Because in the end, they are all simply projected back out into the world and spread like weeds or like wild flowers. It starts with our energetic expenditures and conservations.

An intellectual understanding of the problems can only take us so far, an insatiable appetite to connect with spirit, can often be too much, especially through psychotropic inductions, they easily breed inertia. A lack of courage to step outside of conditioned life will not take us far enough. It’s in walking the tight rope. We can not abandon our families to seek out new and better worlds, nor our communities in the belief that we need to awaken those abroad, nor abandon ourselves to numb our post postmodern psychological pain. The surrender that will change things, is from the inside out. Our responsibility to take action, rather than take heed. Our responsibility to do, rather than say. Our responsibilities TODAY are to create what is needed foundational within and to use wisely the powers we have within reach. To return life to our waters, to our oceans, to our seas.

The awe in such power roars, let it roar in your hearts, so we can no longer deny the moment, the minute, the responsibility to change.

Blasting Love,

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Spiritual Initiation

A true spiritual initiation served out by Great Spirit can not be orchestrated by our little minds, let’s get that straight, in fact it’s meant to help us transcend our minds. We can not even travel the world to meet the most acclaimed shamans in order to be ‘officially’ initiated spiritually towards enlightenment. We can’t receive it through a reiki attunement or a ceremony being held at a wellness center. It might spontaneously reach the tipping point at these events or places but they’re not attributed to those single events alone. They’re a cumulative effect, an energetic momentum that builds up, layer by layer, somehow carefully yet unknowingly and miraculously.

We also have to trash religious and new age connotations of what a spiritual initiation is, or any other concept of what a ‘spiritual initiation’ means to you. We might find remnants of it here and there but ultimately only once we’ve cleared those ideas out of our minds can we talk shop, because let’s face it, it’s barely describable, even through our greatest attempts. I can’t pretend to know how many of them one might be eligible to receive in a lifetime, I guess that’s an intimate deal struck between our souls and spirit alone. I can only assume that it’s based on how fast we’re able to process and integrate the spiritual lessons being orchestrated for us, little by little, with the post-awareness that a supreme force has been guiding them.

What I can describe is my own experience. Only through a slew of impactful synchronicities after the fact was I brought to the understanding that it had occurred. I don’t know if every spiritual initiation we receive is so ridiculous or not but from the last one I underwent, often described as the first within my library research, was utterly mind blowing. Or let me rephrase that, was literally thought exploding.

Our minds or rather our thinking dictates so much of our experience here given that we interpret much of life through our thinking faculties. We judge, we analyze, we contemplate and react to life usually from a place of thought, or for many, the emotions that the thoughts create. We often become slaves to our minds as the famous quote by Robin S. Sharma goes, “The mind is a wonderful servant, but a terrible master”.

We know we can’t transcend dimensions of existence by singularly operating from thought alone because we have bodies, which are pure consciousness themselves. Each cell within the body a living organism with it’s own experience of life, it’s own wisdom, co-creating with all else in existence. And so, it makes much sense that our first initiation is often orchestrated in such a way that it literally blows our thinking minds out of the way. Completely out, so that a new code of interpretation, mode of experiencing life, may take over.

This process is usually a push to shift us from the logical to a rational, intuitive way of operating. It’s the process of ego destruction at full throttle. It’s a process which allows us to move beyond judgments, conditioning and the likes. It allows us to move more deeply into our extrasensory abilities and our ability to live from the heart. This process may take days, weeks or years depending on the person and for some maybe not in this lifetime.

From the stand point of a seeker, we begin our journeys through thoughts, we start to seek and search, we read and study people, religions, philosophies and our own thoughts. This brings us deeper and deeper through layers and layers of thought. We study the great prophets and sages of our times. We sit on their shoulders, we make love to their perspectives, we revel in their devotion to know and understand through gaining greater perspectives. Hell we do hand stands on their shoulder and eventually we begin to jump on their heads, we literally do everything we can to see further and further than they did through our own thoughts, which we endlessly pile on their thoughts. We cross pollinate their ideas, then we cross pollinate our ideas with theirs but still we only chip at such a small fraction of what we can experience here through our multi-dimensional beingness.

When we do all this thinking work, inwardly we begin to work our way through what the Emerald Tablet’s describes as the Halls of Amenti. This outward seeking through attempting to gain knowledge mirrors an inward seeking which transports us through layers of inner thoughtscapes which create the walls and structural foundations of our own minds. It takes us on a journey so deep that it strips us away from every preconceived notion we’ve ever had, every belief imaginable, every thought possible, until it catapults us deep into the noosphere (it’s 1:11 as I type these words, yeah number codes rock). As this catapulting was happening, I felt so much inner energetic burning and so much physical pain. Literally everything I’ve known or understood, that created my experience of reality disappeared. It literally crumbles to your feet. In that moment after the crumbling, all thoughts become void and null. Everything loses it’s meaning and all becomes washed away. Not only were there no thoughts, there were no feelings. I felt completely devoid of everything. The initiation was not the process I just mentioned, although you would think it enough but that process, that no-feeling, I had been there before, I knew it well but was never able to push through completely. The initiation was in the aftermath, in the learning how to relocate my eternal flame, my soul spark and fan that golden ember back into a wild fire of infinite love, compassion and boundless creativity. Without trying to control it, staying empty and detached from all expectation. No longer concerned with where it might lead.

Each little effort to fan that little golden ember back to life was an act of pure magic, pure faith and trust that what came next was need not to be contemplated or pitted intellectually against anything else. As I prepared for the day and attended to my work, still no hamster wheel of thoughts, just the blissful sensation of breathing and presence. The people around me noticed something different too and remarked that something had changed.

Once thoughts are no longer our masters we are free to be and simply feel and operate from a higher place. We run off discernment, intuition and heart resonance. The mind is used to accomplish tasks but no longer the ruler of our kingdoms. It feels warm and fuzzy, embodied, even in the face of loss or dispair. People, places and things line up without the need to analyze or force situations. We lose self judgement. It’s definitely a deep state of receiving, where there’s no past ruling and no worries about the future inwardly gnawing. It’s a multi-sensory experience. It’s juicy, all encompassing, self-loving and free.

Blasting Love!

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Affirming Life

I’d like to start this off by sharing a poem that I sent to a person over three years ago whom evoked much passion in me. I might have been his lover in another life time, as the story unraveled probably two, in one I killed him and in the other he killed me. Who knows for sure but for whichever reason, past life or present, similar childhood wounds or not, Kali engaged. Eros hit me with his flaming arrow, straight into the gut of my heart and the pain of its offence was felt immediately, my deepest sorrows surfaced.

The Sorrow by Oriah

It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own
sorrow,
if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled up and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain,
mine or your own,
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

As the story of Eros goes, he was a primeval god, son of chaos, the emptiness of the universe, and so chaos it was when I was struck by his arrow and emptiness it eventually became. Despite such a depressing love song, we find within Ero’s chaos fertility. Within fertility a growing awareness and within that expansion a new emerging song and passion for life. All found through traversing the emptiness existing within the corridors of sorrow and destruction. The healing found by confronting the self in many various shapes and forms, through the Halls of Amenti.

The Halls of Amenti have led me straight here, writing this piece titled “Affirming Life”. In order to awaken we must first awaken all parts of the self but to do this we need to call into play, people, places and things which will help us awaken. Sometimes we call in angels and sometimes we call in con artists but we’re always calling into play what can only be described as consciousness. All of life is a sacred spiralling dance with divinity, both dark and light. Darkness is the ignorance and light what has been awoken.

“He who by progress has grown from the darkness, lifted himself from the night into light, free is he made of the Halls of Amenti, free of the Flower of Light and of Life.”
THOTH

To feel alive is to chose to dance with life first, despite the pain and despite what has been awoken. Without making the choice to dance we’re unable to sit with our pain. I’m not talking about sitting with the external causes of our pain but sitting with the internal ones. Whether that be lack of forgiveness, anger, shame or despair. Often that unresolved pain itself is what leads us into making poor decisions, decisions which eventually help us destroy those parts of self which are ignorant. Who wishes to be or see their own ignorance? We are all blind sighted by our own ignorance to a certain degree. To be ignorant is to be covertly or overtly violent with ourselves and each other. Which is why awakening is the single most important thing we can do here on earth and why it can sometimes feel very violating, sometimes it is a literal violation of cosmic law.

Affirming life during this equinox is about choosing how I wish to grow and expand. We can chose from so many different paths, types of experiences, people and places to help us awaken. Some chose to play with darkness to transcend their ignorance, using ignorance to transcend ignorance. What we call the school of hard knocks. A madman’s circus, lights out, lions loose, walking the tightrope blindfolded. Others chose to play with the light to traverse the dark Halls of Amenti. To awaken the darkness and ignorance by allowing more light to shine into the dark places within. A softer and healthier way to grow and learn.

“It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.” BUDDHA

Everything in life is a choice, based on where we orient ourselves from past decisions. When we are not actively choosing, due to ignorance, due to the gap between our lower and higher selves, life choses for us, in other words we subconsciously allow others to chose for us, or more specifically we subconsciously chose to make other’s ignorance do the job of awakening us.

The worst is that sometimes we see our ignorance and that of another but due to our childhood conditioning our habitual behaviours override our will power to act out of greater awareness. This is how we know we are not truly sitting with our deepest pain, because once we can actually get there, to that place, things begin to shift and the way in which we chose to learn changes. Where we were once choosing from a place of ignorance and giving away our freedom, we can chose from a place of empowered self-awareness. Sounds simple but it’s truly not so easy because each person has their own degree of pain to face and thus level of ignorance to work through. These two factors combined dictate the length and degree of harshness by which our learning curves are created.

Affirming life for me right now is about reaffirming alignment with people who will help me grow with the same respect, love and compassion that I wish to offer them. Affirming life is about following higher guidance (reason) and intuition. This can also be done by following our body’s wisdom. If you’re in-tune with your body enough, you’ll begin to map out the different sensations and what messages they are gifting you.

Buried deep within our cellular DNA is the language of our Soul. What is also referred to in galactic language as our star seed origins. Our searching for answers to life by mapping out the stars in the universe go back to the beginning of time. The body knows instinctively what is healthy and what is not, not the senses from which we perceive the external world but from the senses in which we perceive the internal – eternal world. We often don’t pay attention to these because we are too busy and too caught up in the mis perceptions of reality through the five senses. We get caught up in the illusions, the Maya. I’m truly learning how valuable this intuitive information is and becoming better at surrendering to it, ultimately surrendering to my higher self.

The solar plexus is the energy center directly connected to the gut, the second chakra. For the first years of our lives it’s our first charkra which is developed based on the quality of care our caregivers give us. Depending on how well our basic needs are met will determine how healthy our base charkra becomes and how secure we feel in the world.

The second chakra develops when we begin to see ourselves as separate from our parents or caregivers. During this phase of energetic development our unique identity emerges. We see ourselves as separate from the people around us and begin to explore our personal tastes, likes and dislikes, the ones that distinguish us from our immediate families, friends and tribe. Through this phase of development we identify our unique essence and connect back to our star origins, the energetic throne upon which our unique soul signature reigns.

The third charkra develops when we begin to express our uniqueness out into the world through our personality. Depending on how the people around us accepted our unique energetic offering will determine how much confidence we’ve developed to shine our soul out into the world. If we were constantly told that who we are is not who we should be, our personal power center struggled to develop and we usually have poor personal boundaries in our relationships. During this learning phase, if this energetic center developed through ignorance, relationship dynamics based in pain, a specific learning pattern sets in, which guides our love relationship patterns as well.

The third chakra is also the seat of our personal intuition. Signals from the second chakra, the gut, are sent up through the filter of our third chakra, the house of personal power. If we grow and develop through the pain of another we learn to ignore our intuition, the soul which wants to shine through. It becomes dulled through lack of self-confidence and personal identity awareness. To awaken we must honour the messages of our higher selves which guides us towards health, happiness, success and relationships based in love, respect and compassion.

As I learn to deepen the connection with my higher guidance and wisdom I’m learning to distinguish between the various sensations my personal intuition offers. When I’m ignoring my intuition entirely I feel a twisting and turning in my solar plexus. This means that if I go through with the action, decision or behaviour my intuition is going against, I’ll be learning through hard knocks, through my own ignorance and the ignorance of others. Worse, if I feel like my energy is being drained through a tube, leaking directly out from my solar plexus, I am dealing with someone who is consciously taking advantage of my limited awareness and kindness. Someone who’s potentially aware of their own ignorance but choses to use it against the wellbeing of another. We call this malintent. Some people have no problem using others to their own advantage, this is a sad fact about the current state of the world. Their pain is so deep and buried they lose themselves somewhere within the Halls of Amenti and never make it to the Omega Point, the noosphere which is the highest level of consciousness attainable, instead they revisit the same lessons lifetime after lifetime.

The Omega Point is to exist from a place of total compassion, total awareness and unconditional Love. It is a place where no harm can be unforgiven but also a place where no harm is consciously inflicted. To get there one must learn to merge their physical self with their higher self.

It is a place where all ignorance and darkness within has been integrated. The soul is no longer fragmented, it has become whole and absolute. It is a place where universal forces are weighed before every action and cosmic law becomes the only internal guiding force.

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Learning Matrixes

A mental matrix can be understood as a collective thought creation. I call them learning matrixes. We grow and learn through acquiring knowledge and we grow and learn even more through acquiring experience. Just as Adam and Eve ate the apple of knowledge and descended into the depths of their own humanity, the world of duality, so do we descend into our humanity each time we chose to engage into specific concepts and ways in which to see the world. We do this as a way of building a stronger bridge between our physical experience and our multidimensional experience here.

We are existing on many different planes all at once, this is why we are called multi dimensional beings. On one level we are playing out belief systems and conditioning from our childhood and on another level we are creating from higher planes of existence and understanding. We can observe within ourselves many different feelings and thoughts related to outside stimuli that are often very contrasting. We might receive a call for a new project and feel many things simultaneously. We might feel fearful, excited or happy and sad, together, all mixed up into a serious case of the feels. We can see the reasons for feeling all these different emotions and we can see that they root into different mental matrixes of our own adopted belief systems and conditioned minds.

On one dimension of our being we might be calling out for family time and on another dimension we might be feeling over whelmed by family members. On one dimension of our being we might be desiring a lover to create a life with and on another level we might not want to give up our freedom and alone time. We are made up of more than just one belief and desire. Within this we have expansion but we also have contraction: choices. We should always chose where our hearts are calling us to because the brain’s heart is way more intelligent that the mind’s brain. Even if it ends up bringing us into places we did not foresee, the heart is what drives creation, pre-mental matrixes. The heart knows where it needs to go before the mind ever will because the heart knows all hearts and knows how to heal.

All concepts are false in a sense because life is unknowable and constantly in flux and changing. We’re simply here exploring, witnessing and attempting to grasp a miracle so great through such small fleeting moments and then boom they’re gone and something new has appeared. This constant flux can really be observed when we’re allowing ourselves to be like water, surrendering to the moment and allowing life to flow through us without trying to categorize it or judge it. The key to becoming wise and adept in the flux is to find the raw, authentic centre point within that is the anchor for all else to whirl around.

We deep dive into books, movies, lectures and other people’s ways of seeing the world in an attempt to see our unconditioned selves more clearly, to understand our divinity, the mystery of our existence, to feel like we have something safe and solid to grasp onto that can propel us forward. It’s easy to get pigeonholed into one mental matrix. To take it on as the end all be all of our existence. We sometimes allow them to obscure our judgment because we want to know the truth, we want to know what is real and what will last and endure and what will fade quickly.

Ultimately we seek because we want to know what will fuel us with passion, creativity, joy and wonder. We want to know how we can love ourselves and others more. We want to build mental matrixes within that bring to life our creative endeavours to share with the world. We want to participate in thought creations that are simultaneously revealing, elevating our spirit and that of every single person we cross paths with. If we only build mental matrixes to sustain ourselves we disconnect from the outer world internally and see people only as a reflection of the inner enemy. When we are building mental matrixes that nourish both ourselves and those around us we tend to be more connected to the people and places we come into contact with in a sustainable way because we don’t make them responsible for our health, happiness, joy and success.

What are the collective thought forms that you wish to participate in? What are the mental matrixes that you wish to create in the world? First inside yourself and secondly outside of yourself? If we build mental matrixes that support the needs of the self too much then we will ultimately lose ourselves once there is a breakdown within an exchange of ideas. We see this come to life the most in our personal relationships. Group mental matrixes are entangled belief systems, whether you are looking at them through religious, spiritual, family, friendships, work or love relationships. Each learning matrix of entangled beliefs that people participate in are meant to engage, heal and bridge the higher and lower dimensions of self. And each matrix has unwritten rules that are agreed upon based on the principles of the learning curve of all participants.

Creating a matrix is like creating a seed. It plants itself into your surroundings, it becomes mirrored back at you from the people and places that surround you because it embeds itself into the very fabric of your reality and all other people it is a match to. It grows and flourishes within the connected consciousness of everyone involved. If watered daily it flowers into an end result, a peek moment, an epiphany, a gift, a miracle of personal growth, cooperation and understanding. When you consider that everything we have created on this planet began with a thought you come to realize just how important thoughts are, especially those driven by the heart. You come to realize that each thought is a seed that is planted into the garden of our global lives. You also realize that you are growing a garden with 7.5 billion other people and that we each have the choice as to what we wish to plant and in what section of the garden, we realize we can be selective about which seeds we wish to water and that the garden needs to be de-weeded regularly for the right plants to flourish.

Learning to spiral is about inspiring playful evolution, to plant seeds that help yourself and everyone else around you grow simultaneously while staying centred and living authentically. By being an active participant in life, by staying courageous and strong we learn to truly own our seeds and insist that others own theirs too so that all many evolve towards long term sustainability.

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Cracking the Code of Tragedy

Tragedy hits, if we’re in a position to manage the storm, we heal in a way that leaves us healthier than before. If tragedy strikes and we’re not able to simply sit with our pain, in ways that allow us to be reborn again, we continuously call into our lives events which pull us back into the original wound. The subconscious mind does this to recreated the original vibrational theme, the one we were never able to obtain our gifts from. When the revisitations happen we have another chance to rewrite the code.

Memories are stored within our cells, the light matrix of our tissue and produce a biophotonic symphony which is called our light body vibration. Through this thin layer of energy our higher dimensional selves plug directly in and exchange key information from soul to mind. This is the place from where we manifest light into form. When heavy vibrations are not alchemized over long periods of time into higher frequencies they begin to physically affect the area of the body they’re located in. It’s a way to bring our attention back towards the original wounding so that we may have a chance to respond differently and re-write the code and re-hardwire our mind-body-soul connection.

Life promotes life and life promotes death, what we are learning is that we get to chose how we wish to use this life force which pulses through us–the growing understanding of the placebo effect– especially pertinent when big life events hit. The bigger the emotional impact the more life force produced from the collision. What we wish to do with that life force will either work against us or for us, it’s up to us, we get to chose the direction in which it flows.

I was a witness to a friend who experienced a massive tragedy in his earlier years. The impact of that tragedy on his being was so great it sparked a life force within him so brilliant, his core power turned a hundred fold, activating his mind, body and spirit to lite up like a supernova. So radical was the awakening that he had to make a choice on how to direct the force abruptly pulsing through him because simply carrying on without a super charged outlet would not suffice and trying to contain it would cause a slow internal combustion. This is why people whom have suffered the most horrific things can often develop ‘super power gifts’.

Would he turn that power into a wound that would devour or would he create a universe that would shine bright like a star, mid summer’s night? He found the strength and wisdom to turn it into solar power, fueling his pain into higher gamma rays of creativity, leading to his eventual success as a globally recognized artists. He’s been spreading inspiration everywhere he goes, assisting others in alchemizing their pain too through his creative expressions, a shinning example of a hero’s journey well crafted.

So what differentiates his story from others who have suffered similar tragedies but could not claim their gifts and unleash them out into the world through the initiation of tragedy? What were the conditions in his life that assisted him in turning his pain into power and healing the original wound? I’m not too sure about his particular unraveling but I plan on interviewing him. How did he alchemizing these vibrations within so that a repetitive pattern of tragedy need not continuously resurface?

Many variables dictate this unfolding and each soul incarnating on earth given a very different set of circumstances to work with along their journey. All of them strategically set up by our unique soul spark to meet the initiations of specific soul lessons before entering this holographic matrix.

When trying to crack our own soul code mission the questions becomes why did my soul chose this specific set of circumstances, what are the lessons to be harnessed from them? What is the most exalted state of my core wounding? –My gifts to master in this life time. Often tragedy throws us into an existential loop because our response to the incomprehensible is to flee and escape. We may use drugs, suffer any number of addictions and develop obsessive behaviours as our way negotiating the pain but ultimately they are ways to block ourselves from dealing with the original wound. The only remedy for this is to move more deeply into the senses and away from our counter intuitive reflex to move into the mind when tragedy strikes (again). To embody fully the moment rather than disassociate from it. To trick tragedy into triumph by moving away from the realms of escapism and into the realms of physicality.

Cracking the Code of tragedy requires rewriting the original coping strategy. When a reverberation of the original tragedy occurs and we are again faced with similar thoughts and feelings, often occurring during the same time of year when the initial tragedy happened, we first must recognize these as deeper layers of soul initiation which birth our unique mastery and individuation. It’s precisely at these moments that we can begin to rewrite the story of our lives because we all have a chance to start over again. Like fresh babes we can activate certain gene keys through our responses to our environments. Neuroplasticity is very real, our brains are soft and malleable, our stories tangible and re-writable.

Don’t distract yourself from what is being presented. Sit with the pain surfacing from the fresh tragedy and treat it as residual pain from the original wounding. Sink into it as deeply as possible, give yourself the time and space to alchemize it in ways that you were not able to do when the original tragedy knocked you off your feet.

See it as a gift of personal will power, the freedom to chose again, in this moment, how will you respond differently? Use the gifts , maturity and wisdom you have acquired since the original wounding to transmute the pain differently, an offering from you to your soul. The more you try to escape it the more it will slowly devour you. Embrace it, get dirty and roll around in the earthly mud of it. Don’t lose your senses to it, sink as deeply as you can into the stark reality of it. How it is making each part of your body feel? Breath deeply into those parts, the ones that are tense and raw, just being present with these sensations alters the cellular memory imbedded within those cells.

The pain which has been a constant source of adrenal fuel since tragedy first hit is not sustainable and holds too much of a dualist vibration to truly produce soul expansion on the level of self-mastery. The pain must be alchemized once and for all, totally and completely to begin to take three steps forward and only one step back. Sourcing from a place of united will, our only salvation to move out of survival and into a healthy thrival mindset.

To harness the power behind the illusion we must first face deeply the experience of life’s tragedies as they are occurring. Meet the sharp physical sensations of them, the nuts and bolts of their material expressions. The tried and true pragmatism of them, the non-negotiable conditions laid out as consequences of them. Embracing lovingly the flesh, blood and tears they offer to pop out on the other side with super powers harnessed, code re-writen.

Breath the cold northern winds in deeply, sit atop blazing fires and through this cycle you can not deceive yourself or forsaken your gifts. In this state of realism, there is no side stepping stark axioms, the way to wisdom embodied, tragedy turned triumph, pain into power.

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Emotional Resilience or Emotionally Resistant?

I came to realize at one point that what I thought was a state of emotional resilience was actually a state of emotional resistance and what I thought was my strongest quality was in fact my weakest link. A barrier to personal growth rather than an authentic state of personal power. Here’s how I now differentiate the two:

The differences between being emotionally resilient and emotionally resistant are day and night but despite the obvious differences we easily tend to mistaken them to be one and the same. Emotional resilience can be defined as being open to allowing emotions to surface without trying to repress them, vulnerable, flexible and fully present with them in order to source personal power and regeneration from them. A way to use them as a launching pad into higher states of love and awareness.

Being emotionally resistant can be described as not being affected by emotions but in an unhealthy way. Rather than feel them fully to allow them in to be alchemize into higher states of love and awareness, it’s resisting them to help preserve what does not want to be disturbed or seen. Undealt with emotions don’t actually go away they just get deflected onto someone or somewhere else, buried again for another day. If we’ve been blocking ourselves from feeling emotions for a long time, specifically emotions that arise repeatedly in similar situations, we create behavioural patterns that make real life decisions for us unconsciously.

Our false emotional resilience is inbred from the resistance, it’s an emotional armour to protect ourselves against feeling the raw emotions that are teaching us important lessons about how we can grow. Rather than an act of self-love, this armour becomes an act of self-depreciation over time, because in order to truly love ourselves we must first fully embrace all that we are, right? Most of us know this but it’s not so easy to implement because emotional resistance is a deeply programmed self-defence mechanism that assumes the guise of a self-loving act of protection against outside forces, usually real life outside forces that existed in the past. This is part of what the whole authenticity movement is challenging us to stay centred with, being fully present to emotions not only when we’re up to feeling them but also when we’d rather put up our armour, consciously or otherwise.

We don’t need to linger unnecessarily in emotions, especially if they’re brought on by someone else’s poor behaviour for example, resisting them in those cases is an act of self-love, a way to protect oneself from getting sucked into another’s moods and triggers. A healthy by-product to healthy boundary setting and part of a healthy self-care practice. This is what grants others the space to recognize what’s theirs as well as grants them the processing time to adequately sit with them. Communicating to a loved one how you felt while they were being triggered and telling them with emotional maturity that they now need to hold space for themselves to deal with their emotions is a very loving way to let someone know that you’re there for them and support them but not willing to assume responsibility for their personal growth or emotional immaturity. It’s not anyone’s responsibility to help us process our emotional triggers unless it feels healthy for both parties.

When someone’s behaviour can be considered to be normal and yet we feel a strong emotion arise despite it, we’re usually safe to own it, unless we’re in an abusive relationship. The people we become the most intimate with know exactly how to push our buttons and trigger us despite acting ‘normal’, so we always have to keep an eye open for emotionally abusive behaviours. We do this to maintain a healthy dynamic for both because we wish to be in conscious relationships. When intentions are pure the opportunity to become more emotionally resilient vs resistant is radically increased because those people we’re the most intimate with will challenge the deepest layers of our emotional conditioning, even in the healthiest of dynamics.

How can we begin to become more conscious is the most important question and I believe it boils down to taking enough time to self reflect so as to be able to identify the triggers and own them so we don’t keep projecting them onto another, it’s an art of self dedication towards personal growth, a life style commitment. Continuously asking ourselves where the emotion is coming from before reacting is the initial key, taking time to breath helps to create the space to do this. Knowing how to request space for ourselves is also part of this.

How do we become more resilient without feeling too vulnerable was my next question because who wants to feel vulnerable, really? Quickly I came to the conclusion that diving into unadulterated vulnerability is the only necessary step to becoming emotionally resilient. Not wanting to feel vulnerable is the protective layer against feeling the more difficult emotions lying beneath, such as shame, fear, rage or lack of self-worth ect. Acting emotionally confrontational or sporadic is not being emotionally vulnerable, let’s just get that straight right off the bat because many may think being emotionally vulnerable equates to being in a state of emotional disarray but this is far from the vulnerability that gives us the strength to process them.

We don’t easily want to take a swim in the more difficult emotions lying beneath because it feels physically exhausting. We often feel these physical pains as heart crushing or solar plexus twisting but eventually we become so fed up of the same emotions resurfacing through random triggers that we finally give in to the physical pain as less offensive than the long term psychological pain of the repetitive pattern and the growth it’s inhibiting in our lives.

Once we’ve owned our triggers–personal reactions to something internal verses a natural reaction to something external–we can turn in our battleships of self-protection for a life preserver of self-loving personal growth. We can then identify what internal subconscious alarms when off and why. The real emotion below the cover emotion that emerged when we began to feel something we didn’t want to feel. Right below that initial reaction of anger, sadness and projection, we ask ourselves, “what deeper emotion is being triggered and why?” Then we sit there in that annoying vulnerable pit of emotion until we get our answer. It takes some practice, just like meditation, a certain amount of discipline to make self-compassion the priority but slowly it becomes easier. Sometimes more than one reason will surface into our awareness but from my observation they’re usually interwoven, one the byproduct of the other, relating back to the same core wounding.

We might not always find the exact situation that caused the pattern to begin with but either way as soon as we can allow ourselves to sit with it long enough, to feel it fully, it naturally starts to alchemize within our emotional bodies, slowly re-mapping the brain-body connection with feelings of self-love, self-compassion and self-acceptance. Allowing room for that part of ourselves to simply be seen is the game changer because each consequential time it arises there-after, it can more easily be identified and has less and less of a grip on us and the decisions we make. From my experience this is what allows the integration of fragmented aspects of self to come into union. Slowly but surely there are less and less triggered emotions to deal with and more time to play, communicate and create from a pure space.

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Emotionally Gifted, Emotionally Drained

I am emotional but I am also emotionless at times. I have emotional rein on anything that is not relationship based but when it comes to relationships I can let emotions rule the atmosphere. This is mostly because my Venus is in Cancer. Knowing what sign is in your house of relationships will help you better understand who you are, what teaching roles relationships play in your life and what needs you must focus on meeting within your relationships to sustain harmony.

Understanding your needs means understanding who you are. Self awareness is the corner stone to setting up a healthy thriving environment and atmosphere for yourself in what ever aspect of life, be it work, social, relationship and general life style.

I have friends whom are extremely emotional and I also have friends who you can’t squeeze a drop of emotion out of. Both of these predispositions are completely ok, there is nothing wrong with being more emotionally savvy or being more intellectually savvy or lacking in either department. Some of us learn more from intellectually disecting our experiences while some learn more from the emotions those experiences evoke. We are here learning on earth and this is what makes it all meaningful.

You can gauge how emotional you are on a scale of one to ten to figure out if you’re more than the emotionally charged average person. Often people who are more predisposed to feeling emotional might look at this like a challenge or in worst case a weakness. We know why this is often seen as a weakness and it mostly has to do with the fact that emotions are a physical experience that take over our ability to function according to our higher knowing. When an emotion gets sparked it usually clouds our thoughts, perceptions and ability to act from a rational place. Being emotionally charged can often deplete us of energy, concentration and in worst case scenarios incapacitate us completely from continuing to find balance and harmony.

The perks of being someone who feels a lot in this world are great. Much of what is created from emotions provides inspiration and guidance for others. Art in its many forms is often born from emotions. We feel, we need to express and so we create. What comes from that is often a powerful activator for others to feel and learn from. Creating thought-forms and perspectives through writing can shift the readers consciousness into a whole new level of awareness just like a painting or photo can stimulate the brain of the viewer and provide them with a sense of wonder and curiosity about the world. Music created from emotion can be a powerful healing tool for another to feel different things that can then activate dormant emotions that will provide inspiration, allowing them to feel happiness, excite them to new heights of energy or enabling them to feel suppressed emotions that needed to come up to the surface to be seen and loved.

Once an emotion is sparked it can not be shoved back down for too long without beginning to effect a person’s well being. Over time suppressed emotions fester and turn into self-sabotaging behaviours that leak out into one’s life in very unpredictable ways, causing all sorts of problems, keeping us at an arms reach from our life goals and desired states of being.

The key to personal power for the emotionally gifted person is to learn what situations spark intense emotions to begin with. These then become emotions that YOU are stuck managing and have to find ways of transforming and transmuting. Knowing what will spark intense emotions in our lives allows us to lay out healthy conditions for ourselves to thrive in. This self-awareness is gold for the emotionally gifted person. Self empowerment on this level is related directly to knowing your personal boundaries. Often we don’t impose our personal boundaries out of fear of hurting another, feeling loss, rejection, abandonment or simply out of a lack of self-love and awareness.

Once we can see clearly how emotionally sensitive we are, we can begin to set up our lives and our relationships according to this knowledge. Others appreciate this self-awareness and authentic communication because it gives them the space to be who they are and respect their own limits and boundaries. This also creates situations where they don’t have to deal with managing others emotions when they bubble up to the surface to be expressed.

When we don’t respect our emotional boundaries, and let’s face it, if we are extremely emotional our boundaries might seem overly high, ridiculous or dramatic to others, we end up feeling even more painful emotions which we then feel the need to project onto others. The feelings of betrayal within relationships are often our projections of self-betrayal. The question to ask is, “When did I stop respecting my initial feelings and thus corresponding boundaries with this person?”, “When did I let their needs supersede my needs?”. This is the beginning of the end for most relationships because once we allow others to come into our space and trigger emotions within us that we are not prepared to manage, we are the ones left to deal with them, long after that other person has left the room. This is also the point when we can start to project anger onto them, when we let them trespass our boundaries so much so that we have given control of our power of wellbeing over to them.

When feeling anger, betrayal, abandonment or disrespect within a relationship, one of the best tools to use to regain strength and power is to write out a list of all the reasons how YOU betrayed, abandoned or disrespected YOURSELF within the relationship. This will allow you to see exactly when you started to give your power away to another and when you allowed them to begin to betray, abandon and disrespect you within the relationship by not standing your ground and maintaining a healthy space for yourself to thrive in. This increases self-awareness of your emotional limits, allows you to see where you were being inauthentic with yourself about your feelings to begin with. It will also allow you to know which types of people are no good for you to interact with in depth and which types of people will water your emotional garden.

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A Fine Balance

The masculine and feminine are head-to-head in a meeting of minds and hearts as we transition from the sleepiness of societal conditioning into a great time of awakening. It’s the gnawing away of the old paradigms both within ourselves and amongst each other that are causing all the fuss, a much needed fuss at that. It’s the only way to keep on evolving into healthier dynamics on every front. It’s a continuous movement from the profane to the sacred, from the power struggle to the power surge, from the competitive to the co-creative. No matter how you want to look at it, or frame it, it’s happening and we’re all a part of this wonderful divine rollercoaster ride, designed and directed by the Age of Aquarius energies now flooding in. It’s the road towards unity consciousness and it’s sol requirement is an openness to intimacy.

Ideological, physical and emotional separation is no longer an option as we come into unification. We are no longer looking to fill the void within by living out lopsided co-dependant relationships without. We simply aren’t putting up with anything that doesn’t reflect an equal exchange of vulnerability and protection. Both men and women are seeking an inner balance of their feminine and masculine qualities and inevitably we are requesting it amongst each other. We’re each others ultimate mirrors and teachers, we’re looking to fix on the outside what we’re fixing on the inside because both are synonymous. Where we see necessary changes needing to be made we’re addressing them and no longer leaving them to hide behind each other and within ourselves.

I recently heard one of our shakers out in Arizona say something along the lines of, “becoming a master here on earth requires us to master this physical plane of existence”. I could not agree more and the irony is that many of those who have awakened to a glimpse of a more balanced way of living here on the planet have found this vision through tapping into the higher planes of existence. The cosmic realms of infinite possibilities.

Bringing this inspiration down into the physical world of things now requires us to find balance within ourselves and with each other. It’s only within a state of balance that vision can become manifest. We’re not just talking manifesting the same old, within the same old consumerists systems and ignorant ways of living, we’re talking about birthing a whole new way of interacting with each other and the world of creating and existing where a new platform for sacred economy, social structures and relationships can emerge.

The feminine energy and ways of perceiving and thinking is so counter-intuitive to what is still currently accepted as the norm that it’s coming hard-up against the old stucture, one which is mostly based on logical deduction rather than energetic interpretation.

Whether you’re female or male, if you’re predominately feminine you will see the inter-dynamic play of energy and how this energy connects all living beings together. You can perceive the exchange of energy taking place between people and out in the world at large, from a non-linear perspective. It’s a right brain interpretation of things, using sensation, imagery and psychic abilities, whereas the masculine energy is doing so through a linear, analytical, detached and logical way experiencing reality, through a left brain interpretation of things.

Both the left and right brain must be activated and work together in order to master bringing forth a more harmonious way of living. As we seek for inner balance to do this, we are observing our pure masculine and feminine counterparts, so as to activate within us those opposite qualities. These are two extremely different types of energy, which make the collision explosive and metamorphosing. Polar opposites will attract more than similars for this purpose of unifying differences.

So as within so as without, our search for balance is happening, it’s inevitable and an incredible force of nature, it’s the natural way of evolution, so we might as well stay open to constant change, inner adjustments and transformation.

I believe most of the push and pull that’s being caused during the colliding of feminine and masculine principles within consciousness, during this process of unification, is due to our way of perceiving vulnerability and protection as expressions of these principles. Both are an expression of personal power, two faces of the same energetic coin, the same movement of life force from polar opposite approaches. One is receptive and the other assertive, neither is better and both are needing to meld, in order to get the task done.

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